MingYue

moved.

2006-09-23T17:43:00.000-07:00

hey guys~
i've moved..
to a new blog! =)
relink me.. (:

www.haoxianggaosuwodeta.blogspot.com

cya there!

hols!

2006-09-23T03:55:00.000-07:00

felt like blogging.
ha. such a rare feeling i would sae. =x

okiee... strange time too.
3.30am now. haha.
and i jus woke up.!
slpt at abt 8pm. due to....
ULTIMATE TIREDNESS.
haha. yeah duno y i'm so tired.

but finalli.. yes finalli.........
i'm gonna have a 1 week hols!!!! =)))
*grins from ear to ear*
i reli need a break man!
life in uni is not as relaxed as wad most ppl sae!
y ah y ah!.......
everyone is chiong-ing!
and i feel so stupid during lects,
when i can't do those qns my lecturer post up!
is it jus me? ha.
god noes. dun care le.
HOLIDAYS!!!!
=))

but results for this half sem was..
i would sae..
not bad. =)
and i think everyone else is the same la..
haha. so yeah.. jiayou~
HOLIDAYS!!!

let's see wad i wanna do...
meet up with sarah, cy and.. err..sy. LOL.=p
meet up with the softballers!
meet up with adeho and yh!
go have big meals! yea yea. grow FAT.
go tanning!
go library study my math! yea i noe crazy.
but reli need to ma!
math is screwing my life up!
stupid.
i always thot math was my POWER subj.
but ha.. no longer. =x
nvm nvm..
HOLIDAYS!!!

caught *john tucker must die* ytd with clem! =)
a rather nice show! it's.. haha. funny!
alright.. the date went rather smoothly~
and i had my long-craved spaghetti!!!!
been craving for tt since god noes when.
had gelato's waffle icecream as well! wooo!
a nice evening spent! (:

thank u. for everything.
i noe i'm a hard nut to crack.
and until now.
i'm still unsure..
of wad is best.
hai.
i'm..
confused,
yet again.
hai....

mrs lim!

2006-09-16T12:02:00.000-07:00

-clearing dust and spider webs-

yeah yeah so long nv blog le.
so many things happened.
aso very busy.
with skool. with everything la.
haha. shall not bring the mood down. =
today morning, woke up with a damn good news!!
can imagine ma!
my pri skool form teacher, mrs lim!!
she's coming back from HK soon!!!!!
and she emailed us to ask us to meet up!!!
awwwwwwwwwwww~~~
so touched can!
she still rmb us la!
and i'm gonna bring all the things she made for us!
those bookmarks, the magnet, the file.....
they're still in good condition can!
wooo! =)))))
6A ppls mus be equally thrilled! =PpPp
we'll take this chance to meet up with EVERYONE!
the girls, the guys!
see how much all of us had changed!
oooooooo~~~ i'm so excited can!! =pPp
here's our class photo!!!!!!!

hee. so many memories coming up!
our song. our photos. our memories!!!!

bottom 1st row,
ME!, yenlin,samatha,
devlin,eldon,eugene,zhengsen,john.
2nd row,
xinyi,hema,mindy,lixian,clara,tsin li,shunann,
gab,charlie,zhihao,ranon.
3rd row,
huiyun,minchu,jithra,persis,maureen,yanting,
asen,marcus,viknesh,mingqiang.
top row,
nurul,jiaxuan,mavis,prsicilla,siyin,caroline,serene,
aziz,xiuhan,zhenwei,jeremy.
and lastly....
MRS LIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to think i could still rmb allll their names! =)))
cant wait to meet them up!! =))

hai. but sian.. hope my face faster recover.
wanna be pretty pretty to meet them leh!
hahaha. everyday pray. =x

okie... nth else to blog abt le la.
life's been reli boring and lifeless!
skoolwork, tests, craps...
hmm. nth much.

and oh yeah.
ADE HO IS MY BEST FRIEND.
SHE'S THE KINDEST, WARMEST, SMARTEST,
LAZIEST, BIG-FACEDIEST.
LOL!.
she's gonna kill me for this.
well well, i'm prepared! WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
hey zharbo, so sorry la......
ur bestie here haben eben celebrate ur bday with u.
i'll give u a smooch when we meet up k!
MUUUUUUUACKS! =Pp

STRESS!!!!!!!

2006-08-30T00:45:00.000-07:00

i duno wad's best.
i reli duno.
i reli duno.
i reli duno.
i reli reli reli reli duno.

seems like i'm running away.
seems like i'm avoiding.
but deep down,
i know,
i care.

i duno y i wanna run away.
run away from all troubles&unhappiness.
i duno y i wanna act.
act like nth happened at all.

this feeling is killing me.
this feeling is suffocating me.
i jus wanna noe wad is the best way out!!

---------------------------------------

a chem test is coming up this friday.
i duno y i'm giving myself so much pressure.
it's jus teeny weeny 5%.
jus 5%.
wth is wrong with me!!!!!!

everything seems to come to me at one go!
wad happen to my stress management!
i have no more chocs to keep me happie..
i have no more cookies/brownies.

and.
i have nobody.

feel so much like crying ALL out!
shouting and screaming ALL out!
ALLLLL OUTTTT!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHhhhHHHHHHH!!!!
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!

the end. last.

2006-08-20T21:07:00.000-07:00

- the end -

wo hui xue zhe fang qi ni,
shi yin wei wo tai ai ni.

loveya.

1st day.

2006-08-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

today's 1st day of skool!

math lect was GOOD.
phy lect was darn BORING!
and finally bio lect was SHITTY!!!!

cox i totali noe NUTS abt bio!
din touch bio at all since sec2!!
and the last thing i rmb-ed from bio was...
sexual reproduction!
and now i'm actually handling......
CELLS! WTH man!!
wad prokaryotic. wad eukaryotic.
wad cytoplasm. wad cell membrane.
OHMYGOD!
they're like some alien language to me.!
i'm gonna seek help from ade ho!!
not gonna let myself flunk this elective!

it's onli 1st day of skool..
and i'm falling aslp in lects! LOL.
damn funny!
and my stomach growled DAMN LOUD..
during phy lect! LOL.
so paiseh. whole face turned RED!
reli damn loud and long la..
stupid sy and sy! keep luffing at me!
i hungry maaaa...canot blame rite!
hahaha!

okok tml whole day lecture again!
wooo!
and the LT's bloody small to accomodate all of us!!
went late for my bio lect and i had to sit on the floor for like bloody 2 hrs la!
listening to smth tt i catch NO BALL.. =(((

okok. better go slp le..
yawns!

national day

2006-08-09T22:11:00.000-07:00

happie national day! (:
din get to catch the fireworks though. =caught *THE ANT BULLY* instead. =)
haha. nice show!! serious.!
theatre was SUPER cold..
but i got a warm cup of cappu! :)

yawns.
feeling tired now..
tml's 1st day of skool!!
with all day filled with lectures!! woo!
i wonder. how i gonna survive.
sure slp. hahaha.
okok 1st day 1st day 1st day.!
looking forward.~
:))))

2006-08-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

so sick.
so sian.
SO BORED AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

heck la. heck everything.
todae whole day at home.
so not used to it can.
there's nth for me to do.
i slp, eat, on com, do nth.
WAH LAOOOO!!!!!
so frustrated la.
i guess i'm so used to working le..
i wan work work work!
i hate being cooped at home,
and there's nth for me to do!!!!!!!!!!!

when i'm bored, my mood dampens.
yeah i noe tt.
so to prevent tt from happening tml,
i shall go swimming! i shall go..hmm....
library? lol.
shall go...shopping? yeah but window one la.
no money le.
or will spend my WHOLE day at sports complex!
after swimming, go gym!!! YEAH MAN YEAH!
tt will do! =))))

was browsing friendster jus now..
chanced by yiwei's one..
wooooo! he is so super sweet can!
his profile all abt his girl~
almost all his pics include his girl~ =)
either her alone, or both of them.
i find tt reli reli reli sweet can.
and yeah! these sweet things done by my fren.
CHUA YI WEI! lol.
his girl mus be *xin fu xin fu*! =)))

come to think of my sec sch guy frens..
some good lovers i guess!

RAYMOND!
hahahaha! agree??

okie YIWEI!

JONATHAN? haha. i guess so la.. (thot of the times he fought over a girl *ahem ahem* with another guy!) LOL. tt's quite funny! not reli fight la.. jus..he hanged in there sia.. but... LOL! =)

SEBASTARD? LOL. i'm ONCE ONCE ONCE his only fren can!!! sobs. now someone indulging in his loveeeee liao!.~ =
who else who else... hmmmm~~
aiya dunoe le la~ =))

so sian now. SIAN AH!!!!
i wan work work work work! =or give me $$ to shop shop shop!
i wan be independent and be.. HAPPIE!!!!!!!!
HAPPIE!!!!!!!
HAPPIE!!!!!!
HAPPIE!!!!
HAPPIE!!!

I WANNA BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=)))))))

hahahaha i'm going mad.
oh yeah.
went ntu on friday~
for my skool talks!
ahhhh...............................
full of LADIES.
and i mean FULL. hahaha.
and full of.... *YOU KNOW WHO*.
LOL. sian lo sian lo! =thinking have to make new frens..
abit sian. lol.
duno y i become like kinda anti social le. =p
hahaha.

shall await my 1st day of skool on FRIDAY! =)
mon, tues, wed, thurs no skool!
SIAN LA!!!!!!
but will be going cca openhse on tues! yeah!!!
shall go ask abt wakeboarding, and DANCE!!
HONGYING!! i wanna join dance noe!! LOL.

okie okie okkie..
bye.

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2006-08-01T23:26:00.000-07:00

i ended ALL my work last week.
last sunday was my last day @ Robinsons. =(
sad. but HAPPY.
haha crap.
hmm.. din bear to leave tt workplace.
cox the ppls there r fun! and kuku! =p
the aunties gave me and sy pressies!
can see they reli dote us alot seh!=p
the younger ones there (all NTU-undergrads).
including me and sy okie!
haha. we went for SUBWAY tgt too~
on the other hand, i'm damn happie!
becox FINALLy FINALLY i can stop working.
haha. guess i'm TOO TOO tired le..
sian of working le! haha.
countdown! 5 more days to 1st day of skool!
i'm waiting waiting waiting! =Pp

hmmm.. went to the doc ytd.
clem accompanied me there..
regarding my face. hai..
becoming more and more jialat.
red bumps.
skin peeling.
itchiness.
pain.
ahhhhhhhhhhh... hope will recover soon!
and stupid clem is torturing me!
he dun let me eat chocs, fried food, seafood!
ask me everyday eat yong tau foo!!!
i'll persevere!
i'll make sure my face condition improves!!
so ppls out there,
if u see me on the street now..
face ugly ugly. dun luff~..
cox in 2-3months time, i'll be prettier le! =p
hahaha i'll hang in there!
YEAP!
YYEEAAPP!!

then today, went to dye & highlight my hair!
wooo!! i love my hair now!
jus wish my face will be nice aso. then it'll be perfect!
haha. but nvm! give me 2-3 months!! =okok. i LOVE my hair!
lalala.
then met sy at JE. go make specs!
hee. i got my long-wanted WHITE-framed specs!
simply fell in love with it man!
and sy got her RED-framed specs!
woooo!! we're all prepared for UNI! =)
NONONONO. i'm still not!!
i haben got my pencil case!!!!!
it's time i go hunt for one! =p

yeah then caught *long hu men* with clem @ JP.
not bad a show~
got shuai ge- shawn yue!!!! =p
clem said his -shuang jie gun- skills are real.
wonder if it's true..~
how can be more li hai than MY JAY?
canot be canot be.
nono.canot be canot be. lol.

speaking abt MY JAY,
his album will be out soon!
hell yeah man! can't wait can't wait!
1 month~ and i got new songs listen and LEARN le!
=))) happie happie!

okok i need to slp earli.
my face condition will improve!!
i'll persevere!
nite.~
and YOU.
i'm not waiting for YOU le.
humph~ bb.

pc bday. last days.

2006-07-29T23:25:00.000-07:00

okie 1stly,
happie birthday to chew pc!
2nd one to get knocked out.
and to think HE'S THE BDAY BOY!
hahaha!
okie la. can forgive.
he downed 12cups of chivas at a go.
*applause*

and yeah. i skipped work today.
was super LAZY.
haha. jus plain LAZY.
somemore the heavvy rain....
came at the RIGHT time. lol.
so yeah. my 30bucks gone.. haha.

tml i'm sure sure going.
my last day le..

oh yeah i'm sure gonna mention this.
my work at yuhua pro-teach ended on fridae.
was reli sad.. hai!
gonna miss the kids LOADS.
did some last minute pressies for them~
bookmarks! which looked reli nice yeah! =p
3 kids left pro-teach too.
becox i'm no longer there.! oops. =x
was kinda touched la.. but felt so bad too..
ehh.. and 2 of them asked me for private tuition!
*i'm a good teacher ok!*
hahaha. but hav to wait till i get my uni timetable b4 i settle anything! =)

frankly, can't wait to end all my work.
haha. work until tired le..
wanna start SCHOOL!
i'm looking forward to SCHOOL!..
hee. but...
no work = no $$.
siAannn.!!

and..
thank YOU.
for the care..
for being worried abt me.. (:
i will be okay.~
this is promise YOU.

cruise. salad dinner.

2006-07-24T12:45:00.000-07:00

finalli got mood and time to blog! (:

1stly, haha abt cruise!!!
can go ready up sy's blog for all the details!
she's so hardworking to type out EVERYTHING!
hahaha!
shall post pics instead! (:

this is our STAR CRUISE!

the beautiful lobby!

in the toilet @ the place where we had our BUFFET meals everyday!
have to note this down..
SEAH SIM YEE chiong for the cakes every meal!! LOL.

the sun is rising!!!!

i'm strong enough to carry the sun k!!
i'm spidey's wifee! LOL. lame. k.

Marine Park.
where we went snorkelling!
cool experience!

yesh! we're @ Pulau Redang!!

beautiful rite! haha. both me and the scenery!

they might kill me for posting this. LOL.
but hey at least i din post the other one k!=p

so reluctant to leave this place!

in our room!

b4 checkin out..
sy and i were les-ing under the blanket!=p

our room!

waiting to get down the ship!
and look who's there!! VINCENT NG!
weng qing hai!!
haha with a female celeb. duno her name. =x

okie back in spore.
went centrepoint cox of saeco uncle!
haha. got him some cheapo stuffs.
like teabag, sugar and spoon! LOL.
had dianna to curl my hair! =p

--the end for cruise--

then was work after tt..
same old routine..haha.

then then was ytd, after work..
went gai gai awhile with clem..
did some groceries shopping! LOL.
and off home to prepare our dinner!

tada! healthy rite!!
okok minus off the CALBEE hot and spicy chips.
haha.
salad. (diced potatoes, ham, cucumber, tomatoes, lettuce.. with thousand island dressing!)
CAMPBELL soup.
satay chicken. =)

was fun preparing it!.. and haha.
heartwarming la heartwarming la. =P
haha.
auntie tried the salad aso,
left some in the fridge for his sis as well. =)

then b4 i left for home,
auntie gave me this!.

omg. my most expensive facial possesion.
*hugs* felt so loved. by HER. hehe.

ok la ok la.. by HIM aso la. heee. =p

back!

2006-07-14T23:27:00.000-07:00

i'm back!!! lol.
it's hell damn lot of fun there!!!!!
so fast have to come back le.. =(((

too tired now to elaborate more. lol.
will update again when i get the photos ready!

CRUISEEYyy!!

2006-07-12T13:50:00.000-07:00

went SWIMMING ytd morning!
wooooooo! like finalli!!!!!
after 2 yrs+??? LOL.
was so excited so excited!
=pp

swimming's damn fun!
tanning too!
i noe i'm getting DAMN WHITE!
not fair. but WHITE.
omg. this is so not me can.
so i swear i'm gonna go swimming often! =)
jus love my new bikini to bits!
wahaha!
i LOVE the SUuUUunNNn!! =)

yeah yeah.
all my bags are packed,
i'm ready to go.
lol. sounds as if i'm going so far away.
nah~
gonna embark on my cruise journey soon!!
meeting sy, sarah and her bf (wc) @ 4.10pm! (:
i'm going cruiseyyyyy~~~~~
my dear ade ho, pls dun envy me too much yea?
LOL.
i'm going cruiseyyyy~~~~~

gonna come back as a tanned-by! =pp
(hope so)
gonna feel the sea breeze,
listen to the waves,
in the middle of the nite..
hope i'll see dolphins jumping out of the water!
i'm gonna enjoy every single moment! wooo!!

update more when i come back!
ja ne ppls! =)

disappointment.

2006-07-10T23:15:00.000-07:00

SICKENING.
wrote a damn long entry 2 days ago..
but duno wth happened.
everything's gone!
lazy to retype and re-upload the pics le.
=(
abt my bday celebration with
1) ade ho and yh.
2) clem & family.
fun & great!
spent a simple and memorable 19th bday!

///for today\\\
world cup. it's OVER.
no more match to watch le.=(
sobs.
and yeah to italy~ :)
i won a BK meal from saeco uncle!
and chocs from my students!
hee.

ytd was at clem's place watching the last match.
italy vs france.
watched the 1st half alone.
cox he fell aslp.
then woke him up with a big smack on his hand.

smth bad happened.
again.
or issit.. smth disappointing?
smth..
ya. heartbreaking.
the feeling is so unbearable.
it's totally painful.
i nv nv ever thot u were like tt.
felt like my heart had been torn into pieces.
and never can it be fixed. ever again.

i'm tired.
i swear i'm tired.
disappointments jus keep coming non stop.
jus tell me, when will it ever stop?

i managed to calm down.
and told myself, i'm not gonna let my emotions make any decisions at tt moment..
i'm gonna think everything thru..
thoroughly, properly.
i'll tell u my decison when i come back.

though these few months after we "broke up",
we still keep in close contact.
and seems like nowadays,
we seemed to be back to normal.

i reli thank u,
for all the confirmation and assurance.
for all the hugs and kisses.
for all the love and care.
and for the disappointments and heartbreaks.

do i still have the courage to love?
do i still have the ability to trust?
do i still believe u'll mend my shattered heart?

i've been questioning myself.
but i have no idea at all.
i noe..
since i'm sure i love,
i shld trust,
i shld believe,
but it seems so difficult.
it's getting even more far-fetched. now.
so far tt i feel i have difficulty reaching.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

oh my,
wad exactly is the right choice?
for us.
for me.
for u.

=(

2006-07-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

wth.
pissed la.
my entry is gone.
duno wth happened to the internet.
MY WHOLE ENTRY IS GONE!
took me so long to complete!
=(((((((((((((((

wait till i have time and MOOD.
then update again.
SIAN la!

bday coming!

2006-06-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

my bday is jus round the corner!!
gonna turn 19.. very soon~
see how time flies man! omg.
too fast too fast.

tml(28JUNE),
meeting up with peishi!
lol. she's a fren i got to noe when i worked at Kumon a few months ago.
and such coincidence!
she's from Zhenghua sec too.
so she noes abt me and clem. haha.
the incident tt happened on the first and last day we met at Kumon was reli funny! =p

(29JUNE),
teaching @ Yuhua CC.

(30JUNE),
going for medical checkup at NTU with sy and sy!
ooh!? same initials!
now then i realise
simyee(jc fren) and siyin(p.skool fren).
and they're both sec skool frens. =)
haha.
after tt probably going SHOPPING!!!
with ade ho! gonna jio her out.
since she's so super bored at home!
finalli got time to shop!
i'm gonna shop will i drop!
MNG, here i come! =p

(1JULY),
work @ Robinsons!
gonna treasure my last few days there.
haha.

sunday(2JULY),
gonna have a lil celebration at my uncle's place. and at the same time, giving farewell to my cousin who's going overseas for good.

(12mn).
probably will with clem. =)
we'd awaez spend our 12mn tgt.
both for his bdays and for mine. =)
this wld be the 2nd bday he'll spend with me!
wld it be the last too? =( haha. god knows.

on monday(3JULY!!!),
gonna go for movie with ade and yh!
our very 1st movie tgt!
can imagine?
besties for like 7-8yrs,
had nv been for movie with jus 3 of us!
weird, isnt it? lol.
probably going ESKIbar too! after movie!
so excited!
and definitely looking forward! =p

my days are fun-filled yeah!?
=)

work!

2006-06-26T13:20:00.000-07:00

overtired.
yet again.
felt like fainting ytd at work.
din have breakkie, lunchie, dinnie..
ate abit onli.
and jerome's choc! hee.thanks dude!

supposedly can slack the whole day de.
cox i got no chocs to sell!
i sold finish all on sat.
but nah, i jus dun feel like slacking.
i wanna keep myself BUSY.
so i helped out at the cashier counter!
poor kader and michael..
they definitely need our help!
the queue is like sooo long can!
did lotsa packing&packing&RUNNING!
feeling giddy at times. =(
but still, carried on. =p

siti, auntie june aso helped out.
saeco uncle aso.
the 2 of us stayed at the counter for so long!
like fighting war lidat! lol.
fought until 11.20pm lidat then he 2 of us went off.
michael and kader promised us canadian pizza!!!
was dead tired. lol.
still ran for train!
haha. pulled saeco uncle run with me.
though his train is approaching in 5mins' time! lol.
damn funny.

hmm ok. reached home at abt 12+.
bathed, chatted, off to bed!

today morning woke up,
feeling muscles aching!
omg. this shows how long i haben used my muscles!
shoulders. thighs. arms.
it's time i go swimming!
since i need not work in the morning le!
yeah yeah swimming swimming!
here i come! (:

time i go prepare for teaching!
bb.

clem's mum. sentosa.

2006-06-01T12:48:00.000-07:00

oOooooh!. it's high time i blog! haha.
left this blog rotting for duno how long le~~

hmmm life's abit abit diff.. or issit the same...
nono it's diff.. lol.

SUNDAY:
hmmm..took my last sunday off to go over to clement's place becox it's his mum's bday!! =)bought his mum a bear bear from COOLBEAR WORKSHOP. damn cute~ and i'm sure she loves it alot! haha. too bad i forgot to take a pic of it!.. =\ but anyway, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY AUNTIE! =)
haha. actualli it seems more like a gathering for me and clem and his frens! at 1st was onli me, clem and sc. then yf and pc came. then sc went off. then mich came. lol. ate, played 2 rounds of mahjong.. hmmm.. though me and clem din meet up at all for 1 whole month, i din feel weird or awkward seeing him again~ think he doesnt too! haha. same goes for his frens.. we din meet up for quite some time too~ but nah.. there wasnt any weird feelings at all. HMM!.. seems like i'm so used to all of them. =\ hmmm ook.then after tt we went for supper at JE then pc drove me home 1st before sending the others home~.. thanks dude!
hmmm it seems so much like wad we awaes used to do.. mahjong-ing. supper-ing. =) those were the days.... will they come back? i seriously have no idea.. =)
like wad clem says, let nature takes its course..

MONDAY:
met up with clem again after my teaching. he came to fetch me! =) hee. tt's like so nice~ haha. then we cab down to fajar to get chilli crabs (i promised his sis to treat her crabs!) and cereal prawns b4 heading back to his place for dinner with his family! the dinner was simply great and heartwarming. =)
the 5 of us sat down on the table.
uncle, auntie, clem's sis, clem and me.
haha and zhikang was jus walking ard and disturbing me! lol. keep calling me fatty bom bom! =\ haha. he's still as cute!
uncle gave the last crab claw to me. n he din have any.
clem's sis asked me abt my uni stuffs.
auntie din reli tok to me during dinner.
clem was jus busy EATING. lol.
the feeling was nice.
feels like we were one family.
but hai! haha. nvm..
it feels so much like one last dinner. =(

after dinner, clem went bathing.
and his mum sat beside me, talked to me as she stroked my fringe.
and there i was, crying.
when clem came out, i faster wipe them off!
haha but still, i was caught. =p
hmmm......
then lazed ard in his room n watched my fann wong show!
when i was abt to go home,
auntie packed me a whole bag of sweets! haha.
and his sis gave me a box of chocs! damn tasty de lo! =p
i was rather reluctant to leave.. cox..
it feels so much like one last visit. =(

then clem sent me downstairs while i cab home.
we hugged. and ya..
it feels so much like one last hug. =(

i'll awaez rmb ur smell. =)
i noe u'll rmb mine too! =)

TUESDAY:
SAME OLD ROUTINE.

WEDNESDAY:
yeah! it was my long-awaited Sentosa trip with my kids!
wooo! 22 of them!! taken care by me and one chinese teacher..
cox the other teacher onli can communicate in chinese,
i was the onli one who's responsible for communicating with the other teachers from other branches, leading the kids, giving them directions, keeping them in order. woo! it was a rather heavy responsibility~ but nah~~ it's not difficult for me! i was a girl guide PL rmb!? lol.
everything went reli smoothly! i crazied and played with my kids on the bus! haha. they were all so excited!
1st, we went for Luge! was damn fun! i raced with some of my kids! haha and we saw peacocks along our way too! i took keith with me too bcox he was not up to the height limit. haha. he's a vvvv cute boy can! will upload the pics next time!
then we went for Skyride!! WAHHHHHHHHH! i tell u! we're super super hyper! lol. i divided them into groups of 4. so tt the bigger ones can take care of the smaller ones~ the ride was damn cooling.. we were taken up to duno how levels above ground! we could see the BIG sea. the beaches. the whole sentosa from the top! we all jus sat back and relaxed and woo! haha. i reminded my kids to *kiap* on to their slippers.. cox our bottom was covered with NOTHING. haha. i swear i'll go there again!
then was lunch. and Carlsberg SkyTower!!!!! it was a 360degrees view of the whole sentosa! can imagine? beautiful. pretty. marvellous! my kids were going "wah! wah wah! teacher! see!! lao shi! ni kan!!" lol. haha it was reli fun up there man! it's a damn romantic place to hang out with ur loved ones esp!.. esp at nite~ i wanna go there again!.
then next was cinemania! damn cool! it's so real man~.. the 3d "movie" kinda thing~ i put one of the kids on my lap bcox she was afraid.. lol. felt so motherly~ lol. oh did i mention i met sauyan!!! yesh! i met him!! lol. with his..hmm hongkong frens? or issit taiwan frens? i forgot. lol. he was in the same cinemania~ haha. so qiao rite~
okok. after tt was own time at orchid garden! my kids bought some fish food and started feeding the fishes~ 2 of the boys from the gombak branch fell into the pond sia~ so careless of them! heng nth happen to my kids! *phew* it was scorching hot man! it's been so long since i'm out in the sun! love the feeling of perspiring! i shld go out more....=( i shld! i wan!! but i cant. =(
hmm then was back to visitors' arrival centre. to wait for our bus~ and off back to yuhua pro-teach! some of the slpt on the bus, some were still ENERGETIC and played, some were busy munching on their titbits. me? walking up and down to check on everyone~ haha. played and kop-ed food from them too! =p but i was too careless la.. din remind them to check their belongings before alighting.... poor kai le~ left his bag on the bus~ but will be getting back for him soon from yew tee!
when we came back, some went bathing, some were caught by their teacher to do some work, some were stuck in front of the tv, watching pokemon and mr.bean! haha. the rest who din go, keep asking me how was the trip~ and haha joyce was so funny! she so wanted to go de! haha.
and oh.. yimin, joyce, kewei, minyee said tt i look like joanne peh! lol. clement, did u see this!? lol.

yea yea. wad a long entry. took me so long to type! lol.
was free this morning~ no choc job~
will be going teaching later! yeah~

time for lunch! bb~

qns and ans

2006-05-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

below are some qns and ans..
qns are taken from jas' blog..
found them quite.. fun. or..rather.. not.

--here it goes--

qns:
when u ask a question,
would u be prepared for the truth?

if the truth hurts,
would u rather the person lie to u?

in the event tt he knew u'd get upset,
and so he lies to u,
would u get affected?

ans:
1stly, when i ask a qns,
i definitely wont be prepared for the truth.
cox i ask WHATEVER i wan to noe on the spot.

yes, i might break down.
i might cry hard.
but no matter how much the truth hurts,
no matter how dead i'll feel,
i still wouldn't wan the person to lie to me.

even if he loves me so much,
so much tt he doesn't wish to break my heart,
and so he chose to hide it from me.

yes, i'll definitely get affected.
i'll get upset & heartbroken.
i'll hate the person at tt moment.
for making me feel so cheated.
for making me feel so unloved.
for making me feel tt my 101% love was not being appreciated.

but, on the other hand,
i'll feel touched too.
he is suffering for me too.
he has to face me, despite his lies.
he has to act like nth's wrong,
and everything's going fine between the 2 of us.
it must be so hard on him too.

yeah.
somehow, the trust will diminish.
i am someone who trust -theoneilove- alot.
so when disappointment comes from -theoneilove-,
i'll get greatly affected.

wondering..
y did he choose to do tt?
y din he care abt my feelings?
jus who am i to him?
these are thoughts tt will run thru my mind.

but time and again,
i'll remind myself tt he is -theoneilove-.
no matter wad, i got to trust him.
simply becox he is -theoneilove-.

i'll be brave.
i'll not care abt how much my heart will hurt.
i'll be cruel to my heart, for now.
for, i noe.
he'll mend it nicely all over again.
tt's wad i'll choose to believe.

i may sound foolish.
and childish.
but tt's how much i'll do,
if i reli love -theoneilove-.

some of u may say,
*it's not worth doing so much for someone,
someone who'd hurt u so deeply.*

yesh i truly understand the meaning.
but for me,
tt's reli jus how much i'll do.
for -theoneilove-.

i'll believe i can be his shining star.
i'll believe he'll love me as much as i do.
i'll believe he'll care more abt my feelings.
i'll believe i'll be -theoneheloves-.

but when all my believes slowly die off,
i'll noe it's time to..
let go.

.

2006-05-07T00:52:00.000-07:00

work was fine.. or i shld sae.. GOOD?
lol. sales was not bad~ =)

after work, was totali no mood to go home.
called ade. no answer.
called clement. no answer.
piang.........
the softballers actually were having dinner.
but i din noe they met up onli so late!
shld have gone to find them!
miss them like sooo much can!
=( gang, tam, sebastard, ray, bryan, yuhua, jas.
oh my oh my.. i reli miss them!
wanna see their botak heads! hee.
okie so in the end, went home.

reached chi. grd..
thunder started to roar.
lightning started to strike.
knew it was going to rain soon..
yet i din wan to go home.

sat alone on the bench at chi grd station.
listening to jay's songs.
wind blowing with lil lil rain on my face.
the feeling was nice.
it's cooling. it's kinda.... -sad-.
probably due to jay..
his songs are so -speak my heart-.
waited for the rain to subside..
hee...
decided to walk in the rain! =)
been a long time since i did tt!!
was so excited can!!

though i'm holding umbrella......
lol. still, i played with it.
like how i've awaes been playing, since young.
din use it for shelter at all. =p
walking in the rain feels reli great!
and i mean it.
tt's my fav thing to do man! =)

i've been feeling giddy & sick the whole day.
i din bother at all la..
sick jiu sick. haha.
gonna enjoy myself~ doing things tt i like!
=)

feeling headache now. lol.
but nvm. i noe it's coming la.. haha.
shall go rest now.
tml no work! =(
stupid weixuan.....
everytime snatch my sunday away! humph!
shall rest tml then. =\ sian.

6280. ntu interview. cruise.

2006-05-05T00:17:00.000-07:00

suddenly feel like blogging..

went for NTU interview today..
for chemistry and biological chemistry.
total waste of my time!
because i go there, is not I talk. is HE talk.
like brainwashing us to come into NTU.
=\ feels weird.. shldn't it be an interview?
and when i came home..
i received a letter from them!..
like wth.
u've accepted me le still ask me go interview?
hmm.. think i shldn't be complaining so much..
some of my frens still haben got any news yet.
seriously i duno how the Unis function.
they're making everyone of us so anxious..
sian.

due to this interview, i din go teach today.
wonder if the kids miss me!
lol.
take today as a short break for me.
been very tired and slpy nowadays.
haha. even when i teach, i have no energy.
keep yawning.
lol. this canot go on!!!
gotta pick myself up and go all out again!
the kids will be going thru exams soon!
impt period..........................!!

oh yeah did i mention i got a new phone?
yeah! nokia 6280!
3g phone~ pretty fun! haha.
love the phone too~ the cam is like BAGUS!
2 megapixels! yeah~
got it with clement last sunday~
haha. my parents were there.
and his parents were there.
but nth much happened la.. haha.

wad else leh?
hmmm.....
oh yeah!
sy and i were chatting abt CRUISE jus now!
hell yeah~ i reli wanna go!!!!
like go on a holiday b4 we all start skool!
wont it be nice???
hee. ask her go check the price and stuffs!
so excited can! =p

haha okie la.. better go slp le.
work tml again!
yeahhh!!!
i'm enjoying my life!
and look at how time flies.......

misses.

2006-04-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

wonder wad i'm feeling now..

mixed feelings.

finally i understand the meaning of it.

knowing u're going on fine,

i'm truly happie.

but also knowing u're about to get over me,

i duno how i'm feeling.

i shld be happie for u.

but instead,

i feel someone jus squeezed my heart,

so hard tt it's crying in pain.

wad does it mean?

no idea.

it's gonna be 28th in 10 mins time.

this date has awaez been very special to me.

but issit still now?

this 28th..

i'll probably be spending it alone.

probably going somewhere alone.

somewhere i love.

somewhere.. to taste the memories,

that i've abandoned for quite some time.

i might drop some tears..

think i deserve to.

cox i have been bottling up all my pain and misses.

i had been a very strong baoyue.

but just tml, just one day..

one day for me to return back to the -weak me-.

tired

2006-04-23T23:35:00.000-07:00

tired.
i'm tired.
i'm damn tired.
i'm DEAD tired.
worked 7 days a week.
waoh. how nice.
but tt's wad i want!
AH HA!
=)
i jus wanna tire out myself.

no reason why. (:

hai.. wad's wrong.

2006-04-21T13:15:00.000-07:00

today's the 21st.
one week later, it'll be 28th.
haii...

think i'd made a wrong decision last night.

i said i will let go if i wan to.
i said i will let go.
i said i will be jus fine alone.
i said i will not reply to his messages.
i said i will not pick up his calls.
i said i will not go online.
i said i will not call him at night.
i said all those above last night.

it's reli hard.
reli.
i hate the feeling knowing tt we have to let go.
we dun bear to.
both of us dun bear to.
but then how?

we feel our life is stagnant.
we're both waiting.
duno waiting for wad..
our life seems to be stuck here.

we noe we have to move on.
but we dun bear to.
i dun wan to leave him.
he doesnt wan to leave me either.

we are selfish.
i dun bear to see him with another gal.
he doesnt bear to see me with another guy.

then how now?
what can we do?
i'm reli confused....
he is aso.
we wan each other to move on.
we wan each other to find our own happiness.
but we are selfish.

i wan him to go noe new girls.
but if he reli did, i noe i will feel sour-y.

how now how now?
=(

hate staring at my phone.
even if there're messages, i can't reply.
even if there're calls, i can't pick up.
but i can't stop staring at my phone.
=(
jus wad the hell is wrong with me??!

WTH............

how can i not love u

2006-04-12T20:38:00.000-07:00

-How Can I Not Love You-

cannot touch, cannot hold, cannot be together
Cannot love, cannot kiss, cannot love each other
Must be strong and we must let go
Cannot say what our hearts must know

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

Cannot dream, cannot share sweet and tender moments
Cannot feel how we feel, must pretend it's over
Must be brave and we must go on, must not say
What we've known all along

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

How can i not love you

Bridge:
Must be brave and we must be strong
Cannot say what we've known all along

Chorus:
How can i not love you
What do i tell my heart
When do i not want you here in my arms
How does one walks away
From all of the memories
How do i not miss you when you are gone

How can i not love you
When you are gone

update

2006-04-11T21:30:00.000-07:00

hmmm....hiyee~

haha. haben been updating.

life's a.... hmm.... a...... good?

yeah i tink it's good!

but.. i duno if it's right?..

hmmm.. or in fact, WE duno if it's right.

i dunoe wad i'm talking abt.

haha. ahhh...

yesh we -broke up-.

but haha.

this is weird..

we still keep in close contact,

and i mean close.

we meet almost everyday,

and i mean everyday.

though we're both working! =\

i reli like the way we are now..

i love, in fact.

but i guess we both noe,

it's not reli good to start again NOW.

maybe like wad he said,

wait till i settled down in uni..

wait till he.. ya.. he..

wait till...... i'm ready again. =)

*shrugs*

lol. i reli am confused..

but i noe this thing for sure,

i still love him.

and he still loves me too.

and tt both of us dun bear to let go.

=) i'm happie. and sad. =(

am i obstructing him from attaining his true happiness?

or is he reli happie being with me?

hmm.. tell me?

all i can do now,

is to take things slowly..

one step at a time ba~

tt's wad he is doing aso i tink.

we dunoe wad to do!.. lol.

headache.

slowly ba~

hee.

currently happily happily.

working, teaching, loving.

new blogskin.

2006-04-01T22:59:00.000-08:00

will change a new blogskin soon~
but will be working everyday leh..
hahaha soon la soon la..

hmm.. and..
HAPPIE BDAY to my dearest cousin!
love ya to bits! muacks!!

?

2006-03-31T01:15:00.000-08:00

when the night gets reli quiet,
my mind and heart,
can't stop thinking of u.

i noe i'll be going thru a tough time.
i mean, we will be.
but i noe, i noe..
we'll brace thru this..
and shall let time and fate decide..
our future?
my future?
and your future?
-*only heaven knows*-

hai.
i duno if god is reli playing pranks on me.
i jus faced something reli bad ytd..
and 2 funny things had to happen today.

1stly, in the morning..
a -i-duno-him- guy..named steve.
claiming he's jonathan's fren..
claiming he just wanna noe new frens..
asked if i'd give him a chance to woo me.
oh my oh my.
he'd been asking for my number..
but like wth.
i have simply no mood for anything man~
so i kinda pissed him off, i tink. =p
i just simply tell him..
"even if i do give u a chance,
even if i do agree to be with u,
i'll still love this current boy of mine."
=p hee. i guess he =\ .lidat.
hahaha!
but.. whatever.
he came at a super wrong time.

2ndly, at nite..
when i was walking home..
i keep feeling someone following me.
i turned..............
AND! haha.
eeucks. he waved.
and asked if we could make frens.
i shook my head and walked off quickly.
like. so scary.
=(

see. is god playing with me?
i guess so..

i dun like this feeling. =\
it makes me feel even more lonely..
haizzz.

let's be happie!
i wanna be happie! yeap.
let our -best way out- have a value.
let our -best way out- do smth beneficial for us.
if u reli think it's the -best way out-..

i'll be holding 3 jobs~
1) i LOVEEE teaching the kids @ yuhua cc!
2) i dun like promoting cams!
3) i'll LIKE promoting CHOCS! yeahhh!!

i'll be busy.
i'll keep myself occupied.
=)
i noe this will work!..
dun worry yeah..
it wont be tiring de~
i can brace thru it de!

my dearest, and my frens..
haha. i'll be working almost everyday!
dunid to worry abt me k!
lidat i will have more $$$!!!
then can treat SOME of u!
lol. yeah???? haha.
yeap~
=)

*hugs*

bye dear..

2006-03-30T11:06:00.000-08:00

things have ended..
well...
we'll live happily as we promised k?
though the last thing i ever wan to happen had already happened... well, yeah. =)
i've cried enough le..
i'm going to think thru properli..
my future, my everything..
and whether ur words are true.
hmmm. yesh no doubt,
we still have feelings for each other..
and i mean, yeah..
i still love u.
alot. =p
but maybe this way out may be able to bring us some surprises.. or hopefully something good and beneficial for both of us.. =)

i cry, not becox i'm weak..
yes.. i can't bear to let go..
i can't bear to leave..
tt's true.~
1yr6months being with u..
all our habits,
everything we used to do,
have to start changing again.
no more our "good nite phrase"..
no more..so many la.. dun wan list out. haha.

i will miss u.
definitely, i will..
hope u'll miss me too! hee. (:

mingyue and haijun will be well taken care of.
i promise..
they're my dearests now..

father elephant,
take good care of urself ah!
***muacks***

quotes

2006-03-29T03:00:00.000-08:00

"Everything in life is temporary,
because everything changes.
That's why it takes great courage to love,
knowing it might end anytime
but having the faith it will last forever."
-* yeah..tt's like so true~

"Just because people change and move on with life,
it doesn't mean that they love you any less."
-* oh..i hope so too.

"Every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around."
-*yeah.. but how?

"When people you care about change,
they change your whole life...."
-* how true..

"Sometimes I think about the first time
I realized that I loved you ...
it was as if my eyes took a picture at that moment
and stored it in my heart.
Sometimes I think about how much my life has changed
because of you.
I think about you and your happiness,
about us and our life together,
and I realize that you are as much a part of me now
as the air I breathe and the dreams I have.
But, from time to time,
I still like to remember the first time
I looked into your eyes and saw my future there."
-* 28sept2004.

i know u'll come here.

2006-03-28T23:07:00.000-08:00

ya.
this had to end like tt.
well.
ya.

28th?

2006-03-28T00:16:00.000-08:00

happie?
happie 1yr6mths??
happie?

i wished we are.
but too bad we're not.
okie.
bad attitudes again.
from both of us.
he's tired, he's sick, i noe.
i shall be more considerate.
i shall be more understanding.

he wanna go out with me.
i'm glad he wans.
but i dun wan.
i got no money.
wan let him rest since he's tired and sick.
he insisted on going out.
i insisted on NOT going out.

i suggested going his place.
to look after him.
he dun wan.
i wan.
he insisted.
i insisted.

i noe we're too stubborn.
tt's us.
tt's our attitudes.
but.
tt's not good.

i hope for a happie 28th.
i've been looking forward to it.
but it has to turn out like tt.
well.
wad else can i say?

2006-03-27T11:45:00.000-08:00

hiyeee!

meeting up with ade and yh was GREAT!
haha. the last time we met up was like...
LAST YEAR lo!
piang...... but we still seem the same!
went town 1st then off to clarke quay!
sat at tcc for like 3hrs...
talking and laughing~ all was great! haha.
gonna meet up soon again with melvin and sebas i tink! monday after work! b4 they enter army~

hmmm......
dear and his frens went ubin without me. =(
cox i had to attend wedding dinner...
ahhhhhhhh......
but dinner was great!!
all damn good food..
and i heard.. a table of 12 costs more than 1k!
*pilot + air stewardess* wedding...
all cool!
their pics are like so niceeee..........
hee.

todae going to yuhua cc again!!
hai. i duno when i'll just stop working there..
hai.....
they say if they find a perm one le..
wont need me anymore. =(
siannn....
i love the kids alooot lo!
awwwwwwww.....
by tuesday, i'll noe le...... *pray*

oh yeahhh!!!
tml's our 1yr6months!
wahoooo..!!
*achievement?*
haha.
sorry dear.. i din get anything for u leh.
=(

2006-03-24T11:50:00.000-08:00

oh hi!!!!!!
hee. happily happily these few days!
i simply LOVEEEEEE the kids at YUHUA CC!
the boys there r mostly handsome and CUTE!!
hee.
i defnitely need to mention abt this boy......
VICTOR!!
hee. he's damn sweeeet!!
imagine... a 6 yr-old boy..
after all my lessons..
came to me and gave me a piece of folded paper.
i was with another teacher at tt time..
then i opened the paper..
and found lotsaaaa heart-shaped papers inside!
lol.
then tt teacher said..
"wah victor! u wan give all ur hearts to ms koh ah?"
then he keep saying i play cheat!
haha. shld open at home! lol.
then he shy shy run away.. !
SOOOO CUTE RITE!!!
omg.
hahaha! =)

i love the p1, p2, p3, p4 kids!!
have yet to have interaction with the p5 and p6!
today today today~
p6!
yeahh! lol.
i'm looking forward to my work EVERYDAY!
hee.
the feeling is soooo unlike Kumon!
eeeucks.
the thot of it makes me... *eeeeeuwww*
hehe.
sy ah sy!.. change job le ma!??!?!? =p

haha. yeah yeah yeah!
i miss my dear!
lol. dunoe y..... =p
* ilovethewayucare *

okie la okie la..i miss ade and yh too!
lol. gonna meet up with them tml le!!
yeahhh!!!!! =)
meeting them after work..
go town find ade.. then nite go clarke quay!
yeahhh!! i can't wait!!! hee.

go prepare for later's lessson le!
bb!

it show. sb carnival.

2006-03-20T12:12:00.000-08:00

very long time nv blog again le.. haha.
so many things happened again... haha.

1st thing shld be the IT SHOW ba!
had 4 days of fun, definitely.
but it's sooo tiring too!..
standing for like almost 11hrs per day!
crazy de....
sales wasnt very good for samsung cams la..
as compared to other brands..
aiya, expected. =x
but hee heee... i knew sooo many cool frens!
okie they're not cool.. they're hot!
the gals are sooo noisy and chatty and crazy!
so they indeed make my days there damn fun!

bought a samsung mp3 there..
4gb for $269.
definitely worth it la i tink..
the sound quality's reli good!
but batt life..ehhh... i dunoe. haha.
thanks dear for coming all the way down to gimme 200bucks to buy.. =) sure will return de.. haha.
and thanks for coming to fetch me. =)

hmmmmm.....
after IT SHOW..
comes SOFTBALL CARNIVAL!
hell yeahhhh!!
was sooo excited abt going to padang!
out in the sun, FINALLY!
haha. got myself all red and burnt.. awww!
but it's definitely worth it.. go support our juniors!
it's been a long time since i crazied with my softballers!

"come on batter, swing swing..
no swing, no fun, batter!"

"strike's coming ur way, batter!
u gotta swing! SWING AH!"

hahha. i reli miss those times when i'm on the field.. in the diamond.. squatting down, wearing catcher gear.. and shouting to my team-mates..

"2 down! 1 more to go!"

"last pitch! balls in!"

"lai, xiaoxuan/jing.. zhe li zhe li!"
(asking my pitchers to aim at my glove)

awwwww.. i reli reli reli miss playing softball! =\
hmm.. talking abt the carnival.....
our gers team this yr is much better than our team last yr la i hafta admit... so i hope they win NJ this yr!! =)
but.. our guys team this yr... *shakes head*.. though got en ming (a taiwan player).. still, our last yr team is stronger!
nonetheless, hope they JIAYOU for their tournaments!
VIPERS, WHOOOOSH!

hmm.. and peicai guys are still the top of all sec skools!
haha. was looking out for 6 7 8!
but nowhere to be seen! haha.
last day of carnival, stayed and watched peicai vs cat high!
wooo!! damn exciting game! 2-1! so tight fight!
still, peicai won!
then was RI vs cat high..
was exciting too!!!
RI's batting is good!
cat high fielding is good!
but in the end.. duno who won la..
left with dear b4 the match ends.
and tada!!!
we went shopping at marina square and suntec!
been a long time since we spent alone time tgt..
and we definitely enjoyed!! *muacks*
hee.
then met dear's mummy and daddy for dinner..
at BP plaza..
it was relaxed and nice ba~ haha.
guess i'm oredi used to his family..haha.
his mum and dad are vvv nice to me!
jus seems like i got another mother.. haha.

hmm.. tt was ytd.. so....
me and dear gonna meet up again like a week after.
he's got attachment.
i've got.. oh! a new job! lol.
tuition teacher at YUHUA CC..
just opp my block..
and duno if i still wanna continue my cam job anot.
hmmm.. prolli not..
if not i'll be working EVERYDAY!
hmm.. okie la~..
tt's all! haha.

i miss those whom i haben met up for a very long time!
u noe who u r!!

rings. watches. tie. it show.

2006-03-07T22:50:00.000-08:00

:)

went town ytd with dear and pc~
pc had to go collect his couple rings..
and me and dear spotted a new pair tt we like!
gonna get tt when we have $$$$!! hee.
and dear's looking for watch..
and he suggested getting couple watches!
hee. yeah yeah..
tt's until we have $$ to buy.....
-wait wait-

after having dinner, sent pc to bus stop..
then me and dear went shopping!
for his tie!!
wooo~~
did i mention how good he looked ytd!?
haha. shuai eh~~~~~ =p
in white long sleeve shirt and black pants!
he took off his tie though. =\
at CK Tangs, he bought a *bronze* tie!
hee. i like the colour alot!
and on our way home on train,
i tied the tie for him!!
oh my oh my....
tt's my VERY FIRST time tying a tie!
learnt it from pc juz now on our way to town.
it's so easy la....
duno y i had to ask my frenz and teachers to tie for me when i'm back in skool days........ lol.
hehe.. i tie until very nice hor?
and he wore the tie home!..
seriously, i tink he looked reli good!!
long sleeve shirt with tie, black pants and shoes!
*drooling*
lol.

awwwwwwwwww...
feeling rather down now..
thinking tt i had to work for 4 consecutive days!
at IT SHOW at suntec!
come visit me if u're free!
i'll be at Samsung booth~

4 days.. awwwww.......
hope things will be fine!
cox -the boss tt i DUN LIKE-.. will be watching over us.. the Samsung promoters..
eeeeucks...
HIM!.. =(
target for us is.. 12 pieces each in a day!
shall do my best then!

ja ne~

=p

2006-03-06T22:21:00.000-08:00

woo! been a long long time since i blogged!

haha.
1stly, results.
shan't comment very much on it...
well done and congrats to those who'd done well!
and for those who din,
dun be discouraged.. NEVER GIVE UP.
yeah.

i took my weekend off..
to accompany my dear!
cox he starting attachment this mondae le.. =(
spent our time with his frenz in town,
at home playing mahjong.. tt's all. lol.
at least we spent time tgt!
not like tt stupid HY....
her bf gone for 1.5mths... still feel nth!
still say."onli 1.5mths ma!"..
piang... haha. =p

haiyo..it's high time i find a weekday job!
so i wont be bored.....
hee.
just had approval from MOE le..
gonna do relief teaching if i can find skool!
yeah!! =)

yeahh yeahh.. going out later!
with dear after his work~
he gonna be in soooo formal wear....
long sleeve, black pants and TIE!
omg.
wad am i gonna wear??
lol.
anyhow aso can la hor?..or shld formal aso?
*scratch head*

okok.. better go see my cupboard le!
ja ne~

oh ya~~...
i've decided to register for..
NTU-Business..
but duno can anot.. cox my GP c6! aww..
will try registering other unis aso la..
see which one accept me!
but i'll hope for NTU-Business!!!
yeah~

and oh ya~~..
i'm currently in love with this song..
lee hom- kiss goodbye
DAMNNNN NICEEEEEEEE!!!
lol.

sayo~

results. 1yr5mths.

2006-02-28T12:34:00.000-08:00

to dear!
happie 1yr 5 mths!!
time reli flies..
we'll be happily forever!!
muacks dear~ (:

to all my JC frenz!
good luck!!!
wad more can i sae?
wad more can i do?
BEST OF LUCK!!!

awwww..freaky.. freaky!!!!
tml tml tml.. day of release of results!
A'LEVEL RESULTS!
some "toilet paper" tt i need.
something tt determines my future.
omg. i'm freaked out.
all i hope for is..
jus a PASS for GP.
an A for MATH.
a B for CHEM.
a C/D for PHY.
okie.. those are juz HOPES i noe...
but jus let me dream for NOW!
awwwwwwwww...
freaked out! totalli~~~~
tonite sure wont slp de..
i'm so scared!!
i noe alot others will be the same as me!
but people!!!
let's BE BRAVE!!!
awww. wadever, i'm still scared!!

if u see me in hall after taking results,
pls come over and offer a hug.
if u dun see me in hall after taking results,
pls be a lil worried.
if i dun pick up ur call,
pls be worried.
if i picked up, dun talk, and start crying,
pls be very worried.
but if i appear happie,
then then then.. things are fine! (:

all i can do.. is hope and pray..
'cause heaven knows!

haha. I'M DAMN NERVOUS NOW!!!
wadever. =x
wadever............ =\

work was fine last week.
sold 3 cams in total~ got improvement!
ade, tam, suling, hongying came to find me!
thanks, my dearests! =)

recently,
had been having small lil arguments with dear..
over small lil things..
but things are fine fine fine now! *hugs*
we talked things out nicely. =)
i like the way we solve things tgt!
i love the way we are! (:

somehow, i see no end to our relationship.
selfish dear's so sweet...
he said.
he wont bear to c me holding another guy's hand.
he wont bear to c me hugging&kissing another guy.
yeap yeap, he's selfish.
but doesn't this mean he loves me lots? lol.
and i love *him* lots too!

he'll be going for his attachment soon.
*sobs*
this means lesser time tgt le.
it's time i find a weekday job too.
so i'll be occupied too! =)
but i'll miss *him* sooo sooo much!
muacks! hee.

okie tt's all for today!
maybe tml will update again......
maybe....
if i'll be at home.....
haha. awwwwwwwww
A'LEVEL RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

work.

2006-02-19T23:57:00.000-08:00

woo! had work last 3 days....
promoting samsung cams at centrepoint courts!
awww. super super sian.
friday din sell any. same goes for sat.
sunday sold one.
tt's all!

sian.... reli so so so -nobody- de..
i mean.. who goes town to buy cams? piang..
as for me, i dun like to just sit ard and do nth.
and still get money..
i just dun like it.
so i made myself busy..
learning cams.
going out of the shop to promote.
smth like.. going an extra mile..
but still.. hai....
sales was reli bad for EVERYONE there..
hai. hope next assignment will be better ba!
=)

and the ppl there r nice and friendly~
so it's reli great working there with them..
just tt sales sux.
haha.

went to play mahjong at yf's place on sat nite.
and at mich's place on sun nite.
haha. was reli tired... after work..
but still, i juz wanna see *him*.. (:

watching naruto now!
byE bye!

pics

2006-02-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

pics pics pics~~~

me and gf caught in action!

AH! AGAIN!. lol.

cool hor!

the 4 of us. lol.

me and dear @ airport!

muacks~

look at dear's face. piang!

vday.

2006-02-14T21:52:00.000-08:00

how did u ppl spend ur vday?..
sweet and nice?

yeap mine was!
dear gave me another baby!!!
kng hai jun. =) nice name rite?. hee.

went dear's place to give him his pressie! was a surprise wor~ he doesnt noe wad i got for him!.. asked him to close his eyes to touch the pressie 1st.. but clever him, one guess, guess dao liao!.. it's a sword/dagger, okie i'm not sure. lol. okok.. i noe some of u will go.. "AGAIN?!".. okie but tt's wad he collects and smth he likes alot!! somemore this time de is reli unique la.. reli nice! it's green, and has lions on it!.. reli beautiful!! i like it alot too~ i bet he LOVES it!
his parents are so funny! they sae i shld be "pan dang" abit.. shldn't buy sword.. if not will "yi dao liang duan".. haha. wont la hor? din reli tink of tt when i decided to buy sword.
aiya nvm.

wad's impt is..
we love each other. =)

stayed at his place until 5pm lidat.. we were playing blackjack, 99.. card games la.. we bet so much money tt there's once when he owe me $400!.. lol. it's reli hilarious! play play play then in the end he lost $10 to me~ lalala. then it's time we go pick yf and mich up!..
then off in a cab to CHANGI AIRPORT! yeahhhh~~

*so looking forward*
cox tt's my fav place, seriously.
i love planes and seeing air stewardesses~ wishing to be one. hoping la. haha.
made our way to the viewing mall! but yf and mich went to the toilet as yf cut his fingers. duno how he cut though. then dear acc me watch planes. taking off and landing.. i duno y i like to watch la. i noe dear doesnt. lol. but he still hug me and watch with me! thanks dear~ =)

then met yf and mich again for dinner @ fish&co.! finalli finalli i had my 1st seafood platter for 2!.. it's nice nice~..but so full~~~ can't finish though. took pics with my gf~~ but no pics with my bf. so weird rite.. okie weird. nvm. wanted so much to take a group pic and paste it on this *photo frame* tt fish&co. gave us.. but nvm. =\ and it's reli sweet of fish&co. to give the guys a stalk of rose each to present to us~ =)

me and my gf! we gave each other pressie aso~
she bought me a reli nice top! love it babe! =)
and i bought her a reli nice wand-look-alike!
btw, the bear we're holding up there is her baby! lol.
yf bought it for her for vday~
i'm his godma! =p
and mich's my hai jun's godma! =p
okie. we're a lil crazy. haha.

then after dinner, was photo-taking.. lol. near the entrance of the airport. one tt will be forever edged in my heart de.. is the one dear "proposed" to me! lol. it's reli sweet~ ahahha. he reli kneeled down! so many ppl ard us la..... lol. and present me the rose tt fish&co. provided. lol. it's so funny.
see~ lol.

yf did the same to mich~ lol. so funny~ =p

then made our way to the train station.. and more photo-taking~lol. then take train.. off home le.. no where to go.. knowing tt everywhere's crowded. sian...
then then then... dear sent me home!!!!!! yeahhh~~~ been waiting for very long le.~ hee. this time he eben sent me to my doorstep! okie not reli doorstep.. hmm. just the end of staircase oni.. but thanks dear!.. thanks!. oredi an achievement for him le! =) considering the fact tt he's so afraid of my mum. hai. but still, thanks for the effort! noe tt he's reli so nervous, even tell me he's having butterfly stomach. lol. so cute. shld have taken down tt expression of his!.. smth so memorable. =)

then after shower, i fell aslp IMMEDIATELY. lol. din wait for dear to call me though. cox i slpt only at 5am tt morning!! then when dear called, i was talking half-aslp. lol. put down after awhile le.. so tired. =p
anyway, dear.. thanks for this special vday~
love ya loads! muacks. =)

then today? boring day. nth to do.
so so so wanted to start work.
i'm in need of money.
awwwww.....

happie vdae

2006-02-13T06:13:00.000-08:00

happie v-day to all!

*hugs and kisses*

topless5!

2006-02-11T07:53:00.000-08:00

back back from dinner with...
haha. topless 5!? lol.
me, lela, sarah, sy and cy!
it was reli damn fun!!!

supposed to meet at 7pm. but when i reached at 7.15.. i oni saw sy there waiting alone!.. haha. poor girl. hee. then we headed for swensens!!! wooo~ so excited! sat with my *bez fren, lela!*.. lol. tt bugger. so lame.. yet so funny!.. we 2 totali crazy throughout the whole dinner. hahaha! had so so so much fun!..
-the digging of treasures from our choc freckles peak!
-the photo taking session!
-the sharing of stories!
-the gossipings!
haha. alot alot la.. the whole 2hr++ was damn nice! love ya girls!!!!

shall upload some pics here to share! =)

haha. bez fren!!

oooo! ice cream~~~

haha. topless 5! =p

thanks girls.. i reli enjoyed myself!
i guess the next time we meet up will be on -results day-!
omg. and oh, plz dun forget the earrings cy made for us!
anyway, thanks cy!.. it's reli sweet of u! =)
*hugsss*
cya girls! (:

500th.

2006-02-09T18:13:00.000-08:00

1stly, today's our 500th day!
happie 500th, dear~
:)

2ndly, ytd's is yh's bday!
happie 19th bday, yh~
best frenz awaez!
:)

hmm..cant reli rmb wad happened these days..
haha. most of the time is with my family, dear and his frenz, and of cox my girlfren!. =)
finalli finalli will be meeting up with my frenz le!
tml after our visit to my girlfren's uncle's place~
tml 7pm at JP with sarah, cy, sy and lela!
can't wait! (:

oh ya, i caught *zodiac- the race begins* with dear ytd.
not worth the ticket money la..
so short de show, and quite lame aso. haha.
but nvm, at least we got to noe how the zodiac thingy came along.
and y, rabbits have so short tails.
and y, monkeys have red butts.
(:

vday's coming!
just round the corner!
omg. i haben got anything for dear yet.
duno wad to get.
awwww.. this is such a headache! =\

yeah yeah.. wad am i working as now?
later will be going for the camera course le..
sian.. at 7PM!!
duno wad time will end. aww.
duno when will start work though.
hope can faster faster...
cox RESULTS GONNA BE OUT SOON!!!!!!!!!
omg. scary scary scary.
reli freaky noe. i'm oredi panicking.
though there's still 1 week more.
but i'm panicking!
this is a bad omen. =x
i even had a super uber bad dream.
dreamt tt i flunk my GP!
this is reli the worst worst worst thing tt can happen!
omg. RESULTS!!!!!!!!!!!

okie todae O'level results will be out!
good luck to my juniors who are taking results today!

okie tt shld be all.
enjoy our last few days of freedom b4 results are out!
i may have to start skool very soon.........................
=(

updated on..
10feb2006
10.41am

quarrel over. iloveu.

2006-01-31T23:41:00.000-08:00

hee. chatted with dear for so so so long ytd nite/morning. lol. cox we started chatting at 2.40am... after the gathering at pc hse!

the day b4 ytd, we're still on bad terms.. and we started sms-ing only ytd's noon..
yeah yeah.. our attitudes totalli sux.. my tone, his tone..... awww.. shan't elaborate. lol. but slowly, we cooled down. and things got better!
dear went pc hse 1st with the others..while i went to my cousin's place 1st~ at abt 8+pm then dear came to lrt station to fetch me! when i'm abt to reach, my heart was beating so so so fast.. i duno how we will be like later. just a hello? and walk to pc hse quietly? or things will juz be normal?..

haha. nono.. dear was reli sweet~ he held me at my waist, n gave me a *hello kiss*. thanks dear! finalli can set my mind at ease le. haha. then we strolled and talked happily happily to pc hse! even played along the corridors.. pengx. running in my HEELS. running. lol. it's so fun! hee. stayed at pc hse until abt 1am.. then off home! shared a cab with my girlfren michelle! hee. michelle is my girlfren!!.. cox my bf, clem, and her bf, yf, are awaez gaying! lol.

i can say tt.. michelle is the one who helped me grow closer to dear's frenz.. haha. and of cox with her ard, i feel much much comfortable~ and she's there for me ytd when i'm feeling lost and sad.. thanks alot girl~ thanks thanks! (:

hee. reached home, chatted with michelle online awhile then called dear! and we chatted!! been so long since i last chatted with dear for so long! 1hr30mins! okie maybe for some pplz.. it's still short.. but for me.. tt's enough. cox it's not quantity, it's quality!

we talked abt our -dispute-.
we talked to each other so nicely.
i like it. (:

he let me noe all his feelings.
i let him noe all my feelings.
i LOVE it. (:

he taught me wad i cld had done to make him feel better.
i taught him wad he cld had done to make me feel better.
i like it. (:

he listened to everything i've got to say.
i listened to everything he's got to say.
i like it. (:

we both hurt each other so much this time,
we realised,
we regretted,
we apologised.

we're sure we can change for each other.
we're sure we're gonna treasure each other more.
we're sure we'll be able to build up this relationship,
to be stronger.

for one to change, it's so difficult.
but i'm trying. he's trying.
i love the way we try.
it's for him.
it's for me.
*hugs* (:

iheartu.

=( sad new yr.

2006-01-30T11:25:00.000-08:00

i can't get to slp again.
isn't it supposed to be..
HAPPIE new yr.?
but y am i not?

he thinks tt,
we do not understand each other.

we're tgt for so long le.
now.
he says we dun understand each other.
okie.
i doubt he'll ever noe how much this hurts.

dear. it reli hurts.
don't u even care?

babies

2006-01-22T09:38:00.000-08:00

while i'm waiting for time to wake dear up for his man u match.......
i bo liao.. and did this!
nice!?..
hee.

cny prep!!

2006-01-22T06:16:00.000-08:00

wooo!
think i'm such a goodie goodie gal these days!
ytd after work, went dear's hse for dinner.. then met mummy, papa & bro at je ntuc for CNY shopping!.. then went IMM awhile then go home then..... OUT to 'cow car water' for our 2nd round of CNY shopping after fetching sis!.. woo~~ the feeling was great!
one whole family.. very long nv go out tgt le! and this time is reli the right time and the right place and the right.. i dunoe. lol. juz GREAT! i'm juz like a small kid.. go ard looking at things..ask mummy buy me this and that to eat.. haha. eating and talking and luffing while shopping~
wooo!.. how nice! =)
then after all the shopping and eating.... we still went for supper at maxwell! * so heartwarming* hee. then after tt strolled back to where papa park his taxi.. then go home le! :) sis, me and bro sat at the back.. and soon fell aslp. it's oredi 3am in the morning! haha.
kinda miss the feeling of being a small kid in front of my parents. hee. =p

then today morning.. woke up and went to look dear and his frenz up at yf's hse downstairs de bball court! they playing bball~ i'm late.. and i'm sick.. so i chose not to join them for the game la~ glad they had fun!
haha. so weird eh... lol. this is the 1st time i watch dear play bball~.. haha. after being with him for.. 482days! omg. 1st time. =x and one more.. i haben have the chance to watch him lion dance b4. pengx.... aww. i'm lousy. yeah i noe. =x got chance de. got chance de. =p

hee. then go plaza for my brunch tgt with them. then off home!
cox mummy ask me go home earlier to help her!.. wooo~ i'm so guai! =p

reach home.. started packing my room..change bedsheets.. clean this clean that..and noe wad!!!! i found like... soooooooooooooooo many ants in my box of letters and cards and photos!!!!.. those were letters from juan, hy, ade, yh, zoe and some others! and photos of my 6Apeepz, 2c1-ians, 4c1, guides, scouts, softballers and some others! omg. all infested with small lil crawly creepy ants!!.. of cox, i screamed and brought it out ask mummy spray tt thingy.. awwww.. mummy ask me throw all away!! how i bear!!!... of cox i wont do tt la.. so poor me.. one by one.. take cloth wipe.. bearing with all the -already dead- ants... eeeucks! but for my memories of my frenz and everything.. it's definitely worth it! oh yah! aso got a card dear gave me on my bday! how can throw!!! spent more than an hr clearing tt mess up. -tired le-

haha. thot can rest awhile le.. but mummy kinda injured her back suddenli.. so i ask her to rest la.. then i do the sweeping and mopping~.. got my bro to help me aso! haha. teach him how to mop. so next time he can help le~ haha. the process is quite funny. lol. duno how to describe. =p
then after tt is decorating time!!.. took out all those decorative items we bought ytd at 'cow car water' and discussed where to put them. wooo! my living room now is sooo.. *CNY* le! haha. then papa went market to get dinner for us!.. yum yum~ then we juz sat in front of the tv and eat and luff. wooo!! ain't this feeling great!! =)

relli like the feeling of *jia* now! haha.
i guess i relli neglected my family. ever since i'm attached. hee. shall stay home more or go out with mummy more! =) so can slowli bring dear into our topics! yeah~ shall try shall try!.. shall try asking mummy if dear can come over to our place during CNY anot! shall ask! yeah~ =)

okie. tml gonna stay home again! and help mummy make pineapple tarts!!!
yeah i'm so looking forward to it!! =)

i'm so looking forward to CNY! =)

sian

2006-01-20T06:32:00.000-08:00

super boring day....
i wan to be busy!!
i wan to be occupied!!

sian. =

woke up at 11. slpt again at 1. woke up at 5.
yeah yeah i'm sick i shld rest more.
but this is super boring u noe.. sian...
i wan to work everyday!!!!!!!!!!!

who got lobang?
flexible hrs de..
i need job for all odd-weekdays.
got lobang must sms/call me k.
arigato.

yep.. i thot of going back to fish&co..
cox i kinda miss working there la.
but. but. but. but.
some things are holding on to my decision.
guess it's better not to go back.
dun wanna create any unnecessary problems.

awww..
i wanna go out with my frenz..
go shopping. go movie-ing.
go beach!!! it's been a long time since i'm out in the sun.....
go swimming. go singing.
go gathering. go wherever.
but most of them are working le.
most are busy with their own lives.

hai.
dun wan to cling on to dear so much.
dun wan to b too dependent on him u see.
it's unhealthy.
ya, i mean. not good.
ytd he said i'll be lonely without him.
i tink i wont, rite?

now.
as i tink back eh..
i can't rmb how i was like when i'm single.
my sec sch frenz.. plz tell me!
how's my life like 1yr+ ago?

nah nah nah..
i'm not complaining abt my life now.
dun be mistaken.
i'm happie with dear. very very, i mean.
i'm not getting sick of the relationship.
definitely, no.
he's awaez showering me with warmth n care.
i nv wanna the 2 of us to end our love. :)
but..
still..
i shldn't be too clingy.
he needs freedom too.
like i need mine too.
dun wanna the same old thing to happen again.
so i need to be busy!
i need to be independent!
i need to be occupied!
rite? *dunoe*
lidat then he can lead his life.
i can lead mine.
then we can still meet up when we're free.
and lead our couple life.
sounds very easy eh.
haha.
but.. this will require loads and loads of trust.
*nods* *nods* *nods*

aww.
okie. dear's out in town with his frenz.
i shldn't keep sms-ing him rite. yeah!
i shldn't call him rite. yeah!
i shldn't bug him to go home earlier rite. yeah!
i shld wait for his call instead rite. yeah!
i shld go slp 1st if i'm tired le rite. yeah!
i shld spend my time with my frenz rite. yeah!
=)

off to chat with hy and juan le!!
see still got who online!
yeah!
hee.

sianzx

2006-01-15T21:48:00.000-08:00

lalala.. wad to blog leh.. nth to do..
come here anyhow type ba!

nth much happened these days leh..
total boredom. =x
work on thurs and sat.
hmm.. find tt work's getting pretty okie le~ getting used to it le ba i guess~ =) but still wanna look for another job tt allows me to work on mon, wed, fri. cox i'm so free on these days.. and dennis has a camera promoter job for me! yeah!!.. but haben set the date for interview yet though.. shall wait for his news! :)

oh ya.. went to dear's hse stay over for the nite on fri nite.. played mahjong ma.. then stay over lo~ hee. then nxt day noon go work.. then after work met dear again! hee. with pc and sc. they go cut hair.. while i go home bathe then they come fetch me out again! :) but awww.. they oni going for dinner oni.... not going anywhere else..
hai~.. thot can go out with dear.. but nvm la.. still got next time. =)
actualli sunday going out de.. after i pack my room.. but dear's mummy wanted him back for dinner.. so we tink.. abit stupid to juz go shop oni for awhile.. so in the end.. we both stayed home and rot! haha. my relatives came la.. to play mahjong~ me, being the poor slave.. have to go buy dinner for them. =slept damn earli tt nite.. din wait for dear to finish watching his soccer match.. cox i was relli damn sian.. nth to do..but still... dear called to say our *good nite phrase*! hee. thanks dear! =)

think.. me and dear.. shld be okie le ba!
haha. both of us tried.. and things r definitely improving!
yeah!! =)
guess tt time.. is cox i moodswing la..
abit abit will unhappie..
hahaha. he aso moodswing la! hehehe. =x
but now.. shld be okie le hor dear? haha i guess so.
prolly this is juz normal ba..
for a couple... to have.. *disputes*?
lol. duno wad to call tt..
can't expect everything to be smooth-sailing ma..
there're bound to be ups and downs.
blah blah blah blah blah.........
haha. =)
mucks!

papa bday~

2006-01-11T09:16:00.000-08:00

11jan2006
my papa's 50th bday!! woo.. haha. sounds kinda old ah~ haha. yeap..
in the noon, accompanied mummy buy food for our steamboat at nite!
came back slp awhile then accompany papa to get his bday cake! he insisted only getting 1 candle only~ haha.
then i got papa to drive me to IMM! for wad neh???
to get his bday pressie!~
of cox he went home 1st la.. actualli wanted to get perfume for him.. but the one tt sis told me to get is a *lady perfume*. so too bad.. lol. i got him a *Adidas shirt* instead~ nice nice~ but noe wad papa sae when i show him? "u noe juz now i pass by the market there hor.. sell even nicer shirts for oni 10+bucks leh!".. i immediately stare at him i say "i dun wan tok to u le!".. then i stomp to the kitchen to help mummy with the steamboat preparation. humph... but in the end papa still tried on the shirt and seemed to like it alot! =) haha. he sae will wear it for a jog. pengx.... like when he ever went for jog b4..... funny ah my papa~ *shakes head*
okie steamboat went very smoothly.. was damn damn full~.. yummy yummy~ after awhile we cut cake le!.. so chocolatey!! yeahhH~~ cox i choose de.. haha. but mummy and papa dun seem to like it alot.. ooopx. =x but still.. i tink i've been a relli great daughter today!
still.. it's a heartwarming lil celebration ba~ =)
happie bday papa!! *mucks*

10jan2006
ieting's bday! happie 20th bday! :)
melvin's bday! happie 19th bday! :)
and sc's bday! happie 19th bday! :)
haha yeap yeap.. i have 3 frenz with the same birthdate! but i oni celebrated with one!
and tt's dear's fren~ and yala aso my fren la.. lol.
SC!!!
initially he din wan to celebrate de. so his good frenz suggested giving him a surprise!! so the 9 of us met under his block at abt 3+pm.. got ready the super-duper chocolatey cake and his adidas jacket (pressie).. stupid dear.... nature's call at tt time.... so he sae he bth have to go up 1st.. aww. guess.. the cat's out of the bag le.. sc must have guessed it le!.. but still the plan went on.. lighted the candle at the stairs there.. and the guys shouted his name at his doorstep and we sang the birthday song!!.. lol. he must be damn touched rite!~ hee. u've got such great bunch of frenz sia! =)
he then blew the candle n made 3 wishes!.. 1 of his wishes is sooo sweet~ haha. he wished tt all of us will still be together even when we're old! superb wish! =)
everything went just so fine.. until... pc tt strong guy.... broke sc's double deckered bed. haha. omg. the 2nd deck gave way!.. kana my poor head~ aww. haha. jialat man.. wonder how sc gonna tell his dad abt it. =x hope everything will be okie.. =)
then off for dinner at fajar.. awww.. mac.. sian~.. but nvm.. haha. then after tt went home straight cox me and dear both not feeling well. down with headache. =( the others went home too i guess..? duno.. haha.
hope sc had a wonderful 19th bday ah! =) the tiger amongst the rabbits~ haha.
happie 19th bday!! :)

so tml wad programme leh?
yesh. it's finally work!.. but sian. hai.. marking again..... but okie la.. better than rotting at home.. shall make myself useful and earn some money! tc peepz!

sian

2006-01-09T09:25:00.000-08:00

yeah yeah. i'm here again..
i'm so freaking bored....
i wan to work everyday..
and stop thinking of unnecessary things..
i wan to be so occupied tt i have no time for anyone..

okie.....
juz sms-ed with tam!!..
he booked out today!~
lol. asking him how's life in army and stuffs lidat!
so fun so cooL~ haha. he's in VIPER company noe!!!
VIPER!!!!!!!
lol. but so sad.. he's booking in tml le! so fast..
but nvm.. he sae we shall meet up during CNY period for a drink! yeah~~~ gonna call suling ah.. gangyi ah.. and some others ba! =) can't wait oh!!!! hee.
then juz now lyezhen came online aso~.. chatted with him aso! he aso juz booked out! and somemore in same company as tam!!..but diff sections..he said. lol. he told me every guy is dying to get out of tekong.. lol. so jialat meh~~ haha.

okie i'm damn bored now..
chatting with juan..
we 2.. relli have the same fate i guess..
hai...
wad to do now leh....
super bored..
shall go watch videos from youtube...
and stuff myself with chocs..
only chocs can make me happie....
bye..

only heaven knows.

2006-01-09T07:27:00.000-08:00

rainy days.. todae and ytd.. damn shit..
ytd.. was supposed to go out with dear.. but becox of the rain. we din.. sian. damn sian.... was at his place until the ren ci show finish.. okie wad to sae.. damn sian...
but still must thank his mum for giving me a necklace.. the one i wore it to my Prom.. was supposed to oni borrow from her.. but in the end she said give me!.. was kinda paiseh.. cox it's ex la!.. but still she insisted. so.. thanks auntie! =)

then today? slpt until 12+ then wake up.. then went back to slp again right after my brunch....wasn't feeling well.. maybe cox of the weather ba.. woke up oni at 6+.. still haben okie... sian..
then received a msg frm dear.. saying he's out with his frenz.. okie i'm damn sian diao..

hai.. juz got a feeling we're so different from last time le..
i noe as time passes..
people change..
i admit i did change too..
hai..
where's our sweetness?
where's our patience for each other?
where's our care for each other?
where's our love?

=(
1yr3mths+ of relationship..
with a damn big hiccup in between..
and with small lil hiccups now and then..
jus wad are we becoming?
y ain't the both of us doing anything?
are we getting sick of everything?
wad will be the ending of this relationship be like?
like every other fairytale?
*they live happily ever after*?

only heaven knows....

yh ade.

2006-01-06T10:18:00.000-08:00

met up with yh at je @ 2pm.. then took 143 to town~
ade leh?? as usual... slpt until 2! haha. so she meet us in town instead.
had linner at the duno wad restaurant at cine.. the one u can see immediately when u come up the escalator.. and one thing to sae.. nv ever nv ever try their Pesto Prawn Crepe. it sux! =x left my main course alone. awww.. but their starters and desserts are superb!!.
then after tt went to search for yh's heels~ then off to marina to shop.. bought a star bracelet! so nice so nice.. though it'll hurt. haha. shop shop awhile then ade go off le.. yh go find her bf.. while i meet dear and yf!
went suntec de arcade.. slack slack while waiting for pc to come fetch us.. but so sian lo.. nth to do.. so i suggested we go clark quay find michelle! and we waited for almost an hr for a cab!!! awwww.. damn long queue. reach le.. hugged michelle! haha. then yf go with michelle find her frenz.. while me and dear strolled along the pubs... 1st time i'm there! haha. cool place! and noe wad!! i saw ms yap!! lol. she din see me though. lol.
walk awhile le.. then we settled at tcc for a drink! i had oreomochafrappe!.. damn nice! and dear had some duno wad sumatra duno wad drink.. hee. and me and dear chatted! the feeling's great. it's been a long time since we had some couple time..... the feeling's relli good. we chatted abt our pri. skool.. abt softball.. abt frenz.. lol. we've actualli known each other for almost 13 yrs!!! sounds so long rite! haha.
then yf and michelle came to find us. and we walked in the small drizzle to pc's company find him.. but i enjoyed! we're holding hands. in the rain. talking. singing songs. spending our precious couple time.. =) hoping for more though. hai. hmmm then pc drove me home 1st then they went yf's hse for mahjong.. i din go. tml got work. and told mummy i'll reach home by 1+.. so hai.. i'll give tonight a miss. while reaching... dear gave me a very long kiss.. hee. nearly teared. but din la.. ya.. dun like the feeling of parting.. =( but nvm. yeap..

watching westside story now on channel u! lol. got 5566. haha. not tt crazy over them le la.. juz bored..... aww. tml got work. endure yeah endure.

-kinda miss couple times-

at KOMUN.

2006-01-05T07:12:00.000-08:00

after slacking for 2 days at home.. i oredi bth le!
haha.
so today's my 1st day at work at KOMUN tuition centre at Yew Tee!.. at 1st i was still looking forward to it! thot it'll be real fun marking papers and seeing kids make silly mistakes!.. haha. but i got tired soon...... haha. marking was -boring-... all i do is mark!! okie though SY sae she'd rather mark than pack worksheets~ but... awwww.. haha okok. i'm working with SY btw. yalo..she must be damn happie tt she got me pei her work! lol. =p

okie..started at 9am.. went for 3 hrs break at 12.. then ended work at abt 10pm.... tiring man! tiring!!! boring aso..... lol. maybe i haben reach the tedious part ba~ tt's y find it -not fun-. ya.. i'll perservere!.. but it's so hard to survive when i can't chat and tok while working.. cox i have to rush thru those papers!.. awww..... perservere! =)

yesh yesh yesh yesh!!!
i'm finally meeting up with ade and yh tml!!!
it's been so long since we went out le!
can't wait can't wait~
going kbox? going gai-gai? going makan? go anywhere!
yeahhhhhhhhh!
=)

*tml will be a better day*

prom. ny.

2006-01-02T21:46:00.000-08:00

been a long time since i last blogged! so many events nowadays!
where to start from leh???....

(30dec2005)

it's our JJ Prom Night!
hee. at abt 2pm, me, sarah, sy and some of their frenz went over to cy's house for our makeup and hairstyling! i'm indeed quite excited abt it! 2 makeup artistes then started to help us with our preparation! so fun so fun~ haha. we aso painted our nails and changed into our dresses! everyone looked so pretty la!! so feminine! so glam! =) it's relli a -once-a-lifetime- experience to be gathering in one place and dolling up tgt with precious frenz! nv will i forget tt preparation time!
then when everyone's ready, we called a cab and
zoooooooom...off to Suntec ballroom!!!

sms dear on the cab, ask him if he will be coming down to take pic with me~ haha. and yeah! he's coming!! =)
then when we reach rite.. there's so many pplz there le! met up with our classmates and started taking pics le!! haha. saw so many pretty faces, handsome faces, sexy outfits, cool outfits! some pplz juz look so different after they've dolled up! JJ sure has alot of chiobus and yandaos!! =)
most of us juz heck the programmes and evrything tt's happening on stage la.. we're all busy taking pics with everyone we know! it's ultra-duper-super fun!! posing, smiling, giggling, hugging, teasing, wah-ing.... woo! halfway thru, dear called and asked me go out of the ballroom~ humph. but he aso nv sae i pretty or wad when he saw me.. humph humph humph. then take pic with him and he said he'll wait for me!

then back into the ballroom...take pics again! hee. and we even dance *chicken dance* in our heels and gowns and suits!!!.. omg. lol. my shawl keep dropping~ heng got mr.nice.frede helping me with it~ haha. it's total fun and laughter! =) and smth tt i'll awaez rmb is.... i won the lucky draw prize!!! haha. when the host says...*0510*... me and sarah screamed!!! tink it's too sharp and loud tt everyone went quiet and looked at our direction! ooooooopx! haha. then i had to go up on stage to get the prize la! so afraid my -size-too-big- heels will give way! so afraid i'll fall! awww.. but heng.. everything went fine! haha. hope i look good on stage! haha. but u noe wad i got for the prize????.. vacuum cleaner............. pengx...... okie nvm.. can let my mum use... and it's quite big lo.... heng got dear help me take! haha.

then...MORE photo-taking outside the ballroom! but i went off earlier than the others cox dear's waiting for me! then me, dear and ys waited for pc's car! wait ah wait ah wait.... wait until all my frenz come down and go out le... his car still haben come!.. haha. gave all my gal-frenz a hug each.. sob.. it's quite sad man.. noeing tt day might be the very last day we'll all be gathering tgt.. after tt day.. all of us will be going different ways, leading different lifestyles..

when pc came.. we went KAP for mac! haha. then went dear's hse awhile and go home le~.. thot will have some events coming up.. but no leh.. dear said my dress too inconvenient le.. =(
then came home and uploaded the pics!!! hee. look thru everytink until 5am lidat then slp! haha.
pics will be uploaded soon.. i'm too lazy now.. lol. some are oredi in my frenster le!
check those pweety ladies and handsome dudes out!

this officially marks the end of my jc life.....
a new chapter begins!!!
*looking forward*

(31dec2005)

met up with dear and his frenz under his block to go pc's house for mahjong and countdown!! most of his frenz oni came awhile..
got.. pc, sc, ys, yf, michelle, ruting, qh, qh's bf, samantha, me and dear.
when it's 12am! it's NEW YEAR!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR! qh gave her bf a kiss, yf gave michelle a kiss, and dear gave me one too! haha. **muuuuucks**
then after tt.. many of them left le.. leaving only me, dear, pc, michelle, ys, sc.. we played awhile of mahjong and went for supper le!! woooo~~ i'm super hungry can!!! haha. we drove michelle home 1st then went for nasi lemak~ yum yum yum!! after tt, off to yf's hse for another session of mahjong! lol. guess pc was relli tired le.. he slpt once he reached yf's hse.. so i had to play with them.. it's fun man! drinking coke, eating chips, listening to songs, playing in an air-con room.. enjoy life sia~ haha. from 3am play until 8+am!.. dear and yf played with some foamy thingy and poor me aso kana! wash up le..then off for breakfast at BP plaza~ then went dear's hse awhile then went home le!

(01jan2006)

slpt at 11+am.. then at abt 2pm..sarah called to ask if wanna meet later at West Mall Coffee Bean later at 3.30pm.. then okie lo! thot i could wake up~.. but haha i went back to slp! slp until 4pm then wake up.. then go meet up with her and sy! =) walked awhile then sy had to go off le.. had dinner at BK with sarah, and we talked and talked.. haha. then walked to CSS mac.. to give her bf a surprise! haha. den i went home le lo.. so tired... lol.

(02jan2006)

met up with dear again!! hee. at CCK mrt station to go toa payoh for mahjong session again!!!.. lol. but this time is with his poly frenz.. weijun, jerry, jerry's gf and ky. played until 9+pm.. and dear won 7+bucks.. seee!! red undies got use rite! hahahha. =x then took train home lo.. playing all the while with dear.. lol. stupid games make us luff like crazy.. as usual~..haha!
sia la.... so xin tong lo!.. now my travelling fare is no longer 45cents le!!.. now is adult fare le!! *sobs sobs*.. so ex lo~.. =(

(03jan2006)

be a good girl and stay at home.. lol. been out all these days! shall stay home and clear my messy room later.. =x bye!
oh ya.. i quit my fish&co. job le. =x finding a new one now!
and.. my new year resolution will be up soon! haha. haben relli thot of any one yet~ =)

xmas

2005-12-28T07:18:00.000-08:00

wooo! back from town!
town alone. (cool eh!)

finalli finalli i bought my prom dress le!
finalli i'm abit abit looking forward to fridae!
finalli i'm contented with wad i've got!
=)

shan't say anything abt my dress..
oni ade seen it b4~
so fridae then got surprise for the others. lol.
okok. wad the others sae is right.
after i've gotten my dress.
i'm starting to feel different. =)

---back track abit---

25dec'05
off to dear's hse ard 12+pm to wrap xmas pressies for pressie exchange for xmas party at pan pac hotel! then all ready le then me and dear and his frenz took cab down to pan pac! waited for yf to come down and fetch us~ then slacked played watched tv eat chips.. while waiting for all the others to come! when all's present, we set off to marina square for dinner @ pizza hut!.. simply delicious~ and fun taking pics with the gals (only 3 of us.... michelle, qianhui and me)~ lol.
then woohooo! after dinner, it's pressie exchange time!!! so fun~ hahaha! i bought a billabong shirt for sc! but.... awww.. i'm to blame! the size doesnt fit~ =( sorry man~ but i'll get it changed! hmmm.. i'm kinda the last one to get my pressie!! and u noe wad!!! dear actualli was the one who's suppsed to buy for me! so all along he's bluffing me! he told me he's supposed to buy for ruting de! lol. but hahaha. he relli got me smth very stupid~ but i like it alot! haha. guess wad issit? haha. a barbie doll!!! with a wand~ love it alot! thanks dear! =) haha. and he got me another baby (named jazz!) hee. and ya..the nite before he got me another baby as well (named keiyte!).. and did i mention keigo before?? lol. i forgot le la... =p

after pressie exhange, some play cards.. some watch tv.. while me, dear, michelle, yf were in the toilet drawing our faces!..lol. all thanks to michelle! she made dear so scary! but cool la.. lol. and i love the drawings on my face~ cool! =) had so much fun taking pics as well! play play awhile.. eat eat talk talk lie lie drink drink.. and a new gal came to join us! pc brought her here~ hee. dear and yf ahhh... keep teasing them~ haha. then abt 5+am.... we went to dreamland........... hehe. woke up le slack abit then off for our brunch at BK! den went to suntec's arcade! and tada.. dear caught an owl and a donald duck for me! lol. he keep saying i look like donald duck lo!!! humph! so now the donald duck is my 4 children's nai ma! the owl i still duno yet la.. dear dun wan it to be one of our babies.. lol. then go back hotel and slack again~ then check out oni at 6pm! then off home sweeeeeet home! =)

too tired le. bye.=x

merry xmas

2005-12-24T08:24:00.000-08:00

hohoho!! merry xmas to all!
=)

may everyone have their wish come true!
may everyone be happie forever!
may there be world peace! =)

tml i'll be going pan pac hotel with dear and his frenz le! =)
hope it'll be a nice and memorable xmas for everyone!
and soon...
it'll be new yr~

time flies.......

xmas coming!!

2005-12-21T08:23:00.000-08:00

woooo!!
haha i'm blogging with my new com! IBM de.. got it free when we signed up another 3 yrs with singnet! =) now dunid to fight to use com le! yeahhh~~

hee. okie okie..
ytd after work, went to meet dear and his frenz at pepperlunch for awhile then to BK then they pei me walk to Centrepoint to meet HY and LSL! woooo!! how much i miss them! lol. while HY and me were waiting for LSL to end work, HY pulled me to go shop for my prom dress.. awwwww.. i'm juz not in the mood man~ dun feel like going la...... =x
then when we met up with LSL, aso went to find dress.. awww.. dun like. =x after walking and walking..... so tired man! we went to kfc for.. dinner? supper? i duno. then off home! super tired.. but it's so nice meeting up with them again! it's been so long since we met up and talk! =)
miss ya gurls! muckss!

then todae.. went out with dear and his frenz to Sim Lim Square.. they looking for games and stuffs la.. and dear told them secretly wad he got for me for xmas! dun wan tell me~~~ i'm so xin yang yang laaa! humph!
then after tt went Bugis and caught "Chronicles of Narnia"!!!! nice man! comparable to "King Kong" ba i tink! =) nowadaes got nice shows must watch~ so dearest frenz out there who's working almost everyday, spare some time for some relaxation okie!!!
*hugss*
oh ya~ and we aso went arcade! and dear got me a pooh bear! haha. play those machine which u must catch it urself de! wooo!.. though he got it oni after 16 tries! lol. which means.. 17bucks for the bear.. and.... some sweets! lol. but it's so fun la!!!..
hee. thanks dear!!
haha. he is the -duno-wad-duno-wad NO.1 and yf is duno-wad-duno-wad NO.2! lol. meaning tt they will be out conquering all those machines in every arcade!!.. until now, they've oredi conquered those at bugis and suntec! lol. more to come! yeahhhhh~~ means more bear bear for me! lol. =p
and meaning.. more babies more babies! lol. we've named this pooh bear our 2nd baby *keigo*. who is *mingyue*'s lil brother! hee. and the next one will be "keiyte*! nice names rite?? lol. cant' wait for my next baby~~~ =)

okie tml..... having a staff meeting at 7.30AM!!!! at wheelock. awww. rubbish~ duno i go for wad.. since i'm quitting soon! lol. juz pei ade go lo!.. then after tt meet YH for mac breakfast and shop for xmas pressies!! yeeeaaah~ i can't wait!!!

and i definitely can't wait for xmas to arrive!!!
i'll be joining dear and his sec.skool frenz at pan pacific hotel for 2D1N xmas party! we'd drew lots.. see who u have to buy pressie for! cox we having presents exchange! and party party party!!!! woooo~~ i can't wait tooooo! and of cox to see wad dear got for me! he saes it's smth very stupid! lol.
****wondering****

happie bday dear!

2005-12-19T01:26:00.000-08:00

woo! been so busy these few days~ let's see...

thurs :
work, then went for "KING KONG" with dear and his frenz~.. sat in the 1st row la..for like 3 hrs! sia la... but it's relli nice man the show~ hee. den after tt rushed for the last train at city hall to pasir ris cox we having softball chalet! and ahtam waiting for me there! so i ran..... in my heels! sia la.. pain.... and and..breathless when i reached there.. old liao. then off to chalet! yeah~

when we reached, all the j2s and some j1s went cycling.. while some stayed in the room to SLP and play.. then me and tam nth to do. so we thot of going Cheers to get some alcoholic drinks and chips.. but sian la.. we're not allowed to buy them from 1-6am.. sian! so we bought a packet of LAYS and H2O, and went walk walk~ until i called the others and found tt they're back in the chalet le! so we went back.. and started playing cards with them! play chat crap luff until morning 7+.. most of them went to slp! awww.. but me and tam canot~ if slp le then dunid go work le la.. haha. so we stayed up and crap with mc! haha. so funny! =p

fri:
at abt 12pm.. me and tam had to go off le.. while some others aso long bang mc's van go pasir ris buy bbq stuffs. so after tt i went home to change and tam went straight to work.
wah when i reach home and saw my *comfy* bed.. i relli feel like slping! but CANNOT!!! lol. had planned to go suntec to buy dear's pressie! hee. came home at 1. went out again at 2. go suntec de CAESARS shop! to get dear's long-awaited *wu ming jian*! i noe he loves it so much la.. and it's like.. freaking expensive! $348! haha. i noe i can't afford it la.. so i seeked help frm his sec skool frenz and poly frenz~ they chipped in as well! yeah~ thanks! i noe i noe.. it's still not tt good.. to share a pressie tt is supposed to be given to dear.. but i dun tink he mind ba! =) since he loves tt sword so much! hee.
then buy le.. i rushed back to BP to pass the sword to ys. i'm late, he's even later! haha. so i was kinda late for work. for 45mins! haha. but nvm~ nobody mentions anything.
okie, y i need to pass sword to ys leh? haha. cox i scared dear will come fetch me after work and he'll see the sword!.. cox his frenz had planned to put at his hse tml after dear went out of hse to meet up with me and his frenz to go out. so tt when he go home at nite, he'll be so surprised! hee.

okie then after my work tt nite, dear din come.. so i bought a slice of tiramisu to his hse! hee. and gave him a bday surprise, hug, kiss! dear's so happie!! *grinning* haha. last yr aso lidat! hee. hope every yr aso can lidat~ =)
then since it's so late le, like 2am!..so i stayed at his hse for the nite! bathed and changed into dear's clothes! haha. and tired tired me went off to slp soon! :)

saturday:
we woke up at abt 11+.. and i changed back to my own clothes and get ready to go home and bathe and change and go k-ster-ing with dear and his frenz! supposed to meet at 2.30pm at JE mrt station, but haha i noe 3 of his frenz will be late for sure (going dear's hse put sword)! so i was late too. haha. when everyone's here, we set off!!!

got a total of 10 of us, and on the train, me and michelle were a couple, dear and yf were one! cox the 2 guys dun wan bring us to eat xiao long bao! so we 2 gers abandon them! haha! it's so fun spiking and arguing! haha. okie childish us. =x
k-ster-ing was okie la.. sing songs and crap! and even draw lots to see who u're supposed to buy pressie for on our xmas party on xmas! i had to buy for............ shhhh. canot sae. =x
..after tt we went 'makansutra' near Esplanade to have our dinner! it's nice man~ so full!.. after tt went to find Merlion 'brother'! hehe. we sang "Happy Birthday" to dear! haha. make him so paiseh~ haha. stupid frenz of dear.. wan us kiss in front of everyone! dun wan rite, so paiseh! haha. so i juz gave dear a kiss on his cheeks! hee.
after awhile, dear decided to go home le.. miracle lo. so earli la. oni 10+pm noe! took cab home with sc and ks.

here's the fun part!!!!
i went dear's hse.. when we entered, dear's papa asked him whether his frenz got anything for him anot..dear sae 'dun have leh'.. then me and dear went back to his room. i was kinda shocked too! cox i aso canot find the sword anywhere! haha. then i msg sc and ys to ask!.. then i noe where le! but of cox nv tell dear. =x
then after awhile, dear's mummy came in and asked "so have u found ur pressie??" AWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!! i was behind dear waving to auntie and ask her to "shhhhhh"..awwwwwwwwwwwwww..... of cox now dear suspect smth le rite!! siannnnn!! then he kept searching and searching.. but to no avail!..lol. then ys (live next block, same level as dear).. whistled to us, and shouted "found it le ma!?" AWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!! then again i was behind dear keep waving and put my finger on my lips! lol. then i msg ys tell him he haben noe yet lo!!! awwwwwwwwww~~ spoilers!! hAHahha!

then dear keep searching keep searching.. then he saw a CAESARS paper, and start taking out all his boxes and tadaaaaaaaaaaaa.... there it is!!! could see his face of "SURPRISE!" and i guess he noe wad issit le la.. it's so big and long! haha. he took it out to the living room and open it in front of me and his parents!.. hee. he's so happie!! keep grinning~ and i mean grinning from ear to ear~ hahahaha! the sword is relli pweety man.. relli cool! =) hee. when we returned back to his room, dear kissed me and sae "thank you!".. lol! yeahhhhhh!!!! =)
it's such a great feeling seeing ur loved one so happie!
den we waited for pc's call, cox he driving me, dear, yf and michelle for supper at bukit timah! supper at 2am! *growing fatter* =x had roti prate tissue choc!! yum yum yum~.. hee. then pc drive me home 1st then drive the others home! =) it's so fun so good so great! =) though all of us are of cox damn tired, we still played and crapped! hahaha!

when i reached home, bathed and called dear! tok awhile.. then slp le! cox got work again the nxt day! full shift somemore! awww...... tired like shit. =x
hee. hope dear had relli enjoyed his bday! and relli glad to see him so happie when he saw the sword!.. dear.. muck! hope u relli like everything we'd done for u! iloveu! hee. the "wu ming jian" is the sword in the movie "HERO" de.. so dear had become my *hero* when he turned 18!
hope we can go smooth-sailing from this day onwards, like wad i said. =)
*u're my hero*

sunday:
work was like shit. dun wanna sae much abt it though. had oni 1hr break!.. and i work from 12pm to 11pm.. bless me. juz 1 hr break.. supposedly is 2 hrs de. okie crap.
but hee. dear gave me a surprise by popping in for a meal with pc! hee. thanks dear! u brightened up my nite! =) but soon, he left le.......
okie then off home and slpt like a pig..... i'm relli tired man! lack of slp! became a panda le. =(

today. monday:
slp until 11+am!.. walk ard sit watch tv.. slpt again at 12+pm! lol. woke up at 4+pm! lol. i noe i noe.. pig pig pig.. but i'm so super tired!!! hahaha. todae nth la.. it's a sleeping day for me! and awwww.. tml work again.. then after tt will meet up with HY! go shopping! =) okie though i'm broke.. i still had to look out for my prom stuffs rite.. though i dun feel like going... =x

okie la.. damn long entry! lol. congrats to some of u who finished reading! hehehe. =p
mucks!

..

2005-12-12T18:08:00.000-08:00

finalli... todae i nv work~ finalli........
but later going down to wheelock to check schedule!
so angry la.. they purposely de lo~ i requested for tues, thur, fri, sun!! they purposely lo!!! put wed and sat for me!! both days i aso canot lo~~~
wed is the match!
sat is dear's bday!
if they dun let me change, i'd juz quit tt job!
anyway i'm not tt happie working there le. =x
shall go find a better paid job. 5bucks/hr is juz too lil!

ytd was viv's bday! *happie bday!*
todae is my bro's bday~
but i juz shouted at him juz now earli in the morning. =x
aww nvm.
hmmm.. prolly going shop for dear's pressie later! hee.
still wondering wad to get for him~
hope later will have ideas!
hai.. i noe wad he likes most, i noe wad he yearns for most,
but i dun have tt much $$.. hai~
useless.

k.. bye...

10.19am
13dec2005

expo

2005-12-09T08:58:00.000-08:00

met dear earli in the morning for big breakfast! his treat! (since i got no $)
haha. thanks dear! =)
then accompany him to school.. then went home and slp! lol. was so tired after ytd's full shift!

and when it's time to wake up.. it's time for work again!.. at expo~ as an usher for the Holiday On Ice! =) met dennis's fren! he actualli can recognise me and haha. it's so funny. =p hmmm.. and it's only 20bucks per show. siannn... was told it's 25bucks! and i've planned how to spend the money de lo.. now.... awwwwwwwwwwww!! i'm so broke...

then after everything ended.. dear called and said he's coming to fetch me! yeahhhh!! pc juz got his license not long ago, so he drove dear, yf, michelle to changi to look at pweeeety pweeety transvertites! haha~ then came to fetch me! okie.. we actualli lost our way! dunoe how to find PIE.. after 30mins then found! haha. then very fast le lo.. send me home 1st ma.. hee. thanks man! =) okie his driving skills are good la!.. but juz have to familiarise with roads ba~ haha.

okie.. back home now.. damn tired. totalli drained. been working everyday since monday!!.. and tml.. work again!..awwww.. expo again.. whole day.. oni earn freaking 40bucks.. and take up so much travelling time.. awww.......... i noe i noe.. i'm complaining too much...... =x

10dec2005
1.43am

hai

2005-12-07T05:08:00.000-08:00

now.. i abit dread going to work le.. =(
not becox i'm sick of it,
not becox it's tiring,
it's juz... ahhh.. some weird feeling....
that i dun like at all..
nvm.. i'll see how things go~

hmmm tml supposed to have OG outing.. but i'll be working..
from 11am-4pm, then 6pm-11pm.. FULL SHIFT!
wooo!! hiong ah~
but i duno wad i can do during tt 2hrs break.. hai..

hai. i now declare tt i'm bankrupt..
u see.. now i dun dare to ask for pocket money anymore le, so have to use my own savings.. but dun wanna touch my bank savings la.. so now i dun have much cash le.. hai~ and my pay.. oni getting it in january.. this is shit rite.. so wad if i'm working? i'm now bankrupt. =(
dear keep putting money in my wallet..but i dun wan!! i juz wanna be financially independent.. i wan my pay!! i need $$$!! will be working at expo on 9, 10, 11, 12 dec.. and altogether will earn 150bucks.. but this 150bucks is for some special use de.. i canot use canot use!
awww..
$$$ where r u...........................

okie i'm tired.. prolly will slp earli tonite.. working FULL SHIFT tml! jiayou!

7dec2005
9.21pm

after work

2005-12-05T07:04:00.000-08:00

woooo!!!
back frm work!
home is nice! :)

hee. work was fine today! =)
dear came with shaun and weijun to have their meal at fish&co.! haha. so shocked when i saw dear.. haha. and i was the one who served them everything! lol. how's my service???? =p
then until 9pm le.. finalli can go off le!! cox dear's waiting for me outside! but!!! my manager, raymond.. keep kajiao me!! dun let me go off... siannNnnn! so i begged and begged..... do all the things he wan me to do..... then finally!!! lol. sorry dear and shaun~.. have to wait so long....
then dear sent me home by cab! =)

mucks.. thanks for everything u'd done for me!
i relli appreciate it! hee. :)

aww.. this whole week i'll be working!!! and i mean everyday!!!!! =x
so scared of neglecting my loved ones.. =(
hope i can organise my time well........

okie i now declare........ haha.
i'm missing......
DEAR!
HY!
YH!
SY, CY, SARAH, LELA!
TEAM JJ SOFTBALL!
MY BELOVED GUIDES!
lol. when will we have the time and opportunity to meet up!? awww. =(

okie.. time to go le! btw.. wad's wrong with the date and time thingy ah? how come canot change de?.. so sickening. =x

okie this is on..
5dec2005
11.23pm

$

2005-12-04T18:43:00.000-08:00

update time.!

later going to work again le.. at 1pm! whoooosh~ gambatte! i badly need money now........
17dec - dear's 18th bdae
25dec - xmas
28dec - 15monthsary
30dec - prom

awwwwwwwwww........somemore my shopping? i haben bought the things i wanna buy!.. i need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$!!!

it's been a long time since i met up with sy, cy, sarah and lela le!.. kinda miss them! wahaha! find one day we shall go out lim kopi okie! =) guess everyone's busy with their own lives ba.. everyone's working i guess.. to earn some money for the prom on 30dec! aww.. i dun relli feel like going actually.. how ah how.. no mood to go.. can i give it a miss? =x

and recently received alot of messages asking me go for outings.. duno y.. i dun feel like going for some.. i tink my social circle is becoming smaller le! haha.
8dec - OG outing. to seoul grd and walk walk in town. aww. no $$.
10dec - steamboat at bryan's hse. gathering for sballers! i wan go!
14dec - sball match agst NP! i sure wan go!! =)
17dec - i confirm not free for any frenz! hehe. =p
18dec - s15 bbq. hmmmmm..

tt's all for now ba.. awww.. i need $.........................

this is updated on..
5dec2005
10.56am

work. dear. sword

2005-11-29T20:11:00.000-08:00

wooo! finalli got time to blog le~ haha. starting work at 3pm todae ma..
okie.. i've been working at fish&co for 2 days le.. todae's the 3rd! and i'll finish my training todae! =) yeah!
and the pplz there are nice la.. easy-going~ quite a friendly environment to work in. :)

aww. i noe when i start working full-time.. i wont have tt much time to pei my dear le la... but of cox i wont throw u aside de la dear... no worries k! :) ytd went to meet dear and his frenz after work at marina..he went there to sign the resignation form in GV! yeahhhhhhhhhhhh! lol. i've been waiting for this day for duno how long le sia! hAhaha! finalli~ *wooooo* keke.

then off to bugis.. but kinda boring la~ and had pastamania for dinner! then haha. sc and pc were kinda "forced" to go partyworld-ing with yf!.. lol. so funny la the scene! they were so reluctant. keep asking dear to hold onto them. sticking themselves to the wall. hahaha. can u imagine? lol. haha and dear was saved becox of me! i dun feel like going ma.. no money~ hee.

then me and dear went suntec to look at swords! got nice ones now sia.. esp the -wu ming jian- tt dear had his eyes on.. but it costs $348! awwww.. tt's ex rite...... but.... ha... nvm! =) then we took 97 back home~ i said b4.. i love every bus trip with dear! hee. i fell straight into dreamland in his arms~ so comfy! haha. i like tt feeling. :) but i was awakened by this bloody lady.. who talks on the phone so bloody loudly. piang.. tt's irritating la!! damn her. =x
den when we're approaching JE bus interchange, it started pouring! so we decided to take cab frm JE. dear sent me home 1st.. 1st time i alighted straight under my block, usualli is at bus stop de ma~ haha. thanks dear! =)

okie i gtg prepare for work le! yeahhhhhh~~~ hope todae will be a fine day! =)

this entry is supposed to be written on 30dec. 1.01pm!

frenz

2005-11-23T22:30:00.000-08:00

after all these years with u
now it's time to say goodbye
with the memories with u
i will hate to be apart

though i'll not be by ur side
remember me and tt'll be fine
friends forever we will be
friendship will go on and on

with this melody i sing to u
may u stride in ur life
when things go wrong
dun worry, dun cry
i'll be by ur side

may today last forever
in ur heart and in mine
our memories will be the gift
that i will give to u

hmmm.. a sudden urge to sing this song.. it's a special song.. for my sec2 class in ctss.. 2c101!.. our parting song.. sang to the tune of *guan huai fang shi* ! try it! =p

reminds me of the close frenships i had with so many so many others.. but now.. we're hardly in contact le.. =(
but nvm~.. me, yh and ade are still the best of frenz!!! =) keke.

hmm~ todae me and ade went wheelock's fish & co for job interview!!.. i guess.. most probably~ we'll be working there le ba!! visit us when u happen to be ard wheelock!! hee. but haben start work la~.. =) cant wait to work.. cox i need $$$$$$.. hai......... =p

okie.. wad am i going to do tml? haha i dunoe!! bYeeee!

=)

2005-11-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

haha!

Rules of the game:

1. Post 5 weird/random stuff about yourself.

2. At the end, list the names of 5 people whom you want next to do this, and leave a comment "YOU ARE TAGGED" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.

~ awww.. stupid eugene. tag me for wad! lol. aiya since we now so free and FULL OF TIME.. shall play this -weird- game la! lol. here goes..

1) i drink with 2 straws! lol.

2) i am born with white hair!.. hey but tt's not wad i wan de maaa........

3) i take mayo, sweet chilli and curry sauce when i have mac meals!

4) dear says my face got a smell.. tt he likes! hehehe.

5) dear says my cheeks are chubby......but he likes to kiss them! heeeeee. =p

okie now is the most irritatin part! lol. who shld i tag leh~~~~

- ade!

- hongying!

- yuhua!

- shuyi!

- danny!

okie.. aww. finalli done! haha. stupid eugene! =x

okie enuff with the game! shall tok abt my day! hee.

spent my whoooole day and nite with dear~ lol.

told u le.. i finish my exams i can pei u 24/7!! lol.

ytd went shopping with dear in town. and bought a purple skirt tt dear chose! nice nice~ hee. then dear headed for kbox with his frenz while i came home to bathe and stuffs.

then dear came to fetch me downstairs in a cab at 12am!! lol!

go his hse watch soccer~..lol! and stayed over.

haha. it'll be good if every nite's like dat~ haha.

then morning.. okie not morning.. we woke up at abt 11+am~..

dear made plain and cheese prata for our brunch!..

yummmy yummmy~ relli nice! =)

*looking forward for more* lol. i'm so pig.

hehe. then slack at his house la.. nth to do.. siann!

hAHaha. then back home at abt 7.. and slpppppp!

haha. yawns. wad i am gonna do tml sia!..

i wanna watch naruto!!!!

haha. okie off!

exams finish!!!!

2005-11-19T12:43:00.000-08:00

woooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ytd straight after chem paper, we went home and met up again at 6pm!.. off to town!!!!!! lol.
so hyper so hyper~ lol. MY EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =p
-ade... sorry la...-
hee.. we went cine for pastamania! yum yum~ so happie! then off to the arcade! but oni cy played daytona~ haha. then tada~~~ we went to take neo print! seriously it's been a long time since i took one! and hehe. i'm addicted again!.. maybe pull dear take with me! haha. so funny.. we tgt so long le but nv take b4 sia! =p
then we walk walk at heeren. then at abt 10pm.. they went off le. so i went to meet dear and his frenz~ abit abit de sian la.. cox they kinda indecisive~.. but can see dear can le! haha. =) 1st time i met up with yf's gf~ quite sociable la~ haha not bad~ but..-daring- i must say. haha. =x aiya nth to do aso la.. walk walk play play talk talk.. then go home le. pengx! hehe. but i enjoyed! with dear. =)

pictures time.........!!!!!

pweety pweety us!

STUNNING! lol. my fav pic~ we all look so kawaii! lol. look at cy!

frenz 4ever! :)

the last shot for the 1st machine! lol.

we like to *STUN* huh! lol.

simply enjoyablee!! =)

cant wait for our next town-ing trip!!! hee.

movie

2005-11-17T19:30:00.000-08:00

hee.
juz went for a movie at JP with dear!
sky high~ hee. nice show leh~
got lela! lol.
it's been a long time since i watched a movie with dear~
the feeling's great! hee.

tml's the day! tml's the day!
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and... lol.
exactly 1 more month to dear's 18th bday!
* wad to get for him leh?? *

last paper~

2005-11-16T15:38:00.000-08:00

*clearing spidey webs*

awwwwwwww...
govt shld give BIRDS some education!!
and teach them where to shit!
not on my head okie!! wth. stupid bird. =/

okie wadever.
i hereby announce tt my A's is ending!!!!!!
2 more days 2 more days!
friday friday friday is coming!
one last paper to go peepx!
way to go!!!

gonna FLY on fridae le! lol.
going town-ing with sarah, cy, sy!!
been so long since i stepped there!
hee. i cant wait!!! =p
shop shop walk walk gai gai!
my long-awaited way to spend my time!

okie. shan't spoil the mood here by saying how i'll do for my exams.
let fate decide ba.. all i can sae is i did my best! =)

hee. and thanks to my study group!
which consists of...
1) sarah
2) chin ya
3) sim yee
4) lela
5) eugene

if not for them, i wont brace thru this stressful period!
had such fun and laughter studying with them!
either in JE lib or school lib~
i bet tt JE lib ah-neh will miss us like siao! lol.

here's some photos we took on our -supposedly-last-day-in-lib-!

5 hands! missing lela's.

stupid eugene. duno look where! haha.

aww~ sarah's blocked.

hmmm..okie~ haha i got such a feeling tt my A's is over! lol. i cant i cant!! chem paper 1 is impt too!! hee. okie~ pplz.. cya ard soon!!! can go play leee!!! yeahhh~~~
okie tc! bb~

1st paper...

2005-11-08T09:55:00.000-08:00

yeap yeap yeap~

today is 8nov!!!!!!

the day we're all waiting for has finally arrived~

later.. in 4 hrs time.. i'll be in the exam hall.. taking my MATH PAPER 1!!..

omg. i'm so freaking scared la..

last 2 nites.. i juz couldn't get to slp~

omg omg omg....

hope everytink relli go smoothly for me ah~

and for all my frenz out there too!

received loads of good luck msg-es from them!

jiayou wor peepx!

in 10 days' time, it'll be over for me!! yeah baby!!!!

10days 10days 10days..

not very long~.. it'll be over very soon!!

yeah man~ hang in there and jiayou all the way!..

*muck*

happie bday sarah!

2005-10-30T22:03:00.000-08:00

sarah!!!!!! happie 18th birthday!!
muck muck muck~ hee.
hope u enjoy ur day out with ur dear eh~ lol.

aww. off to je lib earli in the morning.. waited outside at 9.45am!. oh man~ so many pplz there oredi~ so scary rite.! exam period wad.. can't blame~ so if we wanna get seats~ must go there punctually worx!
then b4 sarah came.. chinya and simyee went to buy a slice of oreo cake! wanted to give her SURPRISE! but.. hmmm.... not very much of a surprise aso la~ duno wad's missing leh. lol! then her bf came to pick her up~ hee. so sweet~ =p her boy so shy la.. still say he wont shy! haha. rubbish. =x

okie then studee studee studee.. then darius came to join us! he let us listen to the songs he sing~ nice nice sia! =) and noe wad! he's the champion during PJC Talentime leh! wad the.. lol.
ask him go join superstar nxt time. haha.

finalli completed my physics revision le.. gonna pia chem and math nxt week! awwwww!!!!
i'm feeling so stressed up! =( NO MORE TIME LEFT LE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

unlucky day.

2005-10-28T22:14:00.000-07:00

what an unlucky day. lousy day.

today's 28th leh! supposed to be good wad... haix..

1) i broke a buddha photo frame's glass at dear's hse. cox of my lousy pitching skill. =(

had a hard time clearing the mess. and thinking how to explain to his mum. hai.

2) no mood for our -all about love- le. stayed home wait for his parents to come home. heng nv kana scolded. *phew*

3) off to queensway at abt 4pm. dear wanted to buy figurines. salesgirl's attitude sux.

4) waited so long for cab to go bugis. duno wth is wrong with tt cabby. insisted we past by ERP then let us alight. juz wanna earn tt lil $1.50. -huh!-

okie then..bought another 2 figurines at bugis! nice nice.. :)

5) went back to dear's place in a stupid old lousy black cab. i swear i wont take black cabs ever again! the driver himself is perspiring, then still dun on aircon bigger de leh! summore his cab stinks la. and his driving skills. makes us so uncomfortable la. drive damn slow la. wth.

6) went home by bus 180. stupid smoker damn smelli. sit behind me. siann..

our moods were definitely affected la. and i tink my temper getting bad-er le..jia lat.. getting impatient with lil lil things.. *shakes head*

ookie. i tink we spent ~50bucks on cabs today! *applause*

could have gone for a big meal la! haha. but nvm.. =x

today juz wasn't our day la.. sian~

hope tml will be better ba!!

muggin tml le!

11 more days to the start of A's!

gambatte!!

neglect

2005-10-27T10:25:00.000-07:00

life's been stressful. i'm tired. hai..
i din mean to neglect u de noe..
juz 3 more weeks.
gimme 3 more weeks.
and everything will be over.....
i can then be with u 24/7 if u wan! haha.

tml's 28th again!!
i wanna go watch "all about love"! hee. seems so nice~
we'll enjoy tml okie.
will try not to think abt unhappie stuffs de.. =)

-now. it's time for me to slowly build back the trust. help me.-

yeah!

2005-10-25T02:43:00.000-07:00

the mess's cleared up.

everything is going to be smooth-sailing from today onwards!

from now. now. now.

hee. :)

we'll continue our journey, hand in hand.

*mucks dear*

crystal jade

2005-10-23T10:31:00.000-07:00

:)
ytd morning first went to je mac to studee alone.. then sarah and eugene came~ but i left after awhile.. to meet my dear! :) was at his hse again until evening! hee. so fun so fun~ we took pics and video!! =p haha. cant wait to see those pics! din studee much ytd though. =x i noe i noe.. i shld be feeling guilty..haha. but hor! dear jio me go ZOOOO with his frenz on tuesdae leh!! shld i go!? i wanna go!!! it's been a long time since i visited the zoo! but.. not at this time rite.... haiyo! i dunoe~ i dunoe!.. but i wanna go......................

hmm.. then after tt.. i went home to change and dad came to fetch us to crystal jade at toa payoh! :) to celebrate mummy's bday (10oct)! haha. wahhh i love xiao long bao to bits la!!! yum yum yum!!! we ordered so much so much~.. nice nice! *drooling* =p
then as usual.. dad awaez bring us to see those festive lights.. at little india and geylang!..okie.. xmas ones nicer. haha. =p
came home. damn tired le~ so i went to bed without waiting for dear. lol. =x he's at chalet now~ booohooo....

hee. okie la time to prepare go lib le! (again).. lol. bb!

so many thingss

2005-10-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

so many things happened in such a short period of time..

how could tt be possible?

both good and bad things ba i would say.

shan't go into details.. cox it's rather private. =x

haha.

but i believe..

after all that had happened,

we learnt something le ba. yea? :)

haaaa!

kinda miss ade and yh le! haha.

so long nv meet them and talk le~

one day okie~~ one day! :)

hai.. feel like taking a break from studies tml..

feel like movie-ing.

not sure if dear's interested..

but i juz feel like.. relaxing..

see how tml ba! :)

so.. wahahaha!

simyee, chinya, lela gonna miss me tml for sure!!

haha cox i wont be going to the lib~

lalala..

okie.. getting bored le.

maybe go slp le ba~

nite nite..

a cancerian forgives, but never forgets.

mucks

2005-10-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

hihihi!! =)
spent my whole day in the lib with sarah, simyee, chinya and lela! bunch of crazy gals~ haha.
everything started okie la.. but after lunch(damm full! ljs gave 3 pieces of chicken now for combo 1?!).. revision pace slowed down le~ haha. did oni 2 mcq papers after lunch~ =x
then we started talking and playing~ haha. gals, gossip. =p talk alot la.. shared memories blah blah~ =) funnn funn~ haha. guess my sarah laogong relli leaving me soon le hor............. lolx! :p
tml gonna be at the lib again! my 3rd home le~ lol.

todae morning wake dear up..it's been a long time since i did so~ haha. *smiles*
and he's off to softball camp le~~ *sobsss* lol.
can't wait for his camp to end! heehee...

i feel..

i'm falling in love with u,

all over again.

*hugs*

dear~

2005-10-19T01:44:00.000-07:00

i dropped my cam!!
i dropped my cam!!
i dropped my cam!!

omg.....HOW!!!.. jialat.. spoil le..die le.. sure gonna get scolded by my parents de..awwwwwwww!!!! but i still shall be an honest ger and admit my mistake. =(

other than this bad thing tt happened, good things happened too! :)
haha.

i'll sail in the same boat as you 4 as long as you wan me to,
overcoming all high and low tides,
all stormy and peaceful nights,
i'll be there for you,
i love you.

big breakkie!

2005-10-15T22:01:00.000-07:00

beautiful day!
bought mac breakfast for clem and his whole family todae~ reached his hse at 8+am!! with 6 sets of BIG BREAKFAST!.. 6!!!! but haha i took cab to his hse from BP Plaza la~ so it's rather okie~ haha. but supposedly.. tt guy supposed to meet me to buy tgt de! pig la... canot wake up!..
haha. but nvm~ =)
*worth it* hahaha! =p

finally my crave for big breakie is satisfied le~ haha. :) stayed at his hse for awhile oni then go out le.. he went out with his frenz while i make my way to the lib! alone~~~ oni managed to finish 2 chaps of phy!.. stupid -quantum physics- tt chap took me so long!!.. had a hard time understanding tt topic! =X
hee. studying alone was okie though. not bad. =)

todae is relli a nice day rite!.. started off so well~ hee.

i can see my saviour waving to me le!
coming to save me from this sinking boat!
*muck*

last day of skool.

2005-10-14T23:59:00.000-07:00

all of a sudden.. i dun wish school to end~ *Sobx*
alrite..
today is the last day of skool.. no i'm not gonna miss JJ.. but i'm sure gonna miss my class~
in the beginning of the year, we r juz one *rojak* class.. we all came from different classes to combine as the present 04S9.. frankly speaking.. i din like being in this class at 1st~ haha!
but as time goes by.. bonds were formed.. we(esp the gals) shared secrets and problems.. crapped and laughed and crazied.. gossiped and giggled.. everything juz seemed so great~ haha. but sadly, we juz had to part when we juz started getting close recently~ haix! but nvm~ at least we shared beautiful memories! yeah~
shall post some pics here to share! but still got loads more loads more! we had a relli fun time todae taking pics! any funny pose aso got de! haha.
here goes..

part of the class and cutie mr low.. who gave us TEA BAGS and write "ren".. "best wishes" blah blah on it!.. (so thoughtful of him! muck!) btw. can spot him ma? lol.
look at keqi's holy blue light on his forehead! hahaha!

class and ms goh! we greeted her as a class for the last time todae~ *sobx*
and again.. can spot her ma? lol.
mk pon chem tutorial! so he's not in this pic!
and i just can't stop luffing when i look at this pic! ahhahha! (some pplz will noe y! =p) lolx!!

hahaha! see! i told ya we're crazy! stupid lela~ pang seh us! =p
introducing.. the top pic.from e left.
lijia, wanfen, lela, des, me, sarah, chinya, simyee. =)

okie.. some decent pics! haha. still got loads more crazy pics.. juz too many to be uploaded here!

haha. nice pics rite~ and we enjoyed ourselves definitely~ hee.
shall go grab some other pics(that i dun have) frm frede & weijian!
tata!

and yeahhhh! i'm craving for mac breakfast and i'm going for one with clement and his sis tml morning! mac breakkie!! here i come~~~~

pics!

2005-10-13T00:45:00.000-07:00

mingyue says hi to all!! :)

i simply love my phone now!

sooo cuteee~

hee.
last week of skool le~ kinda will miss the S9-ers!
so tml we're gonna take class photo!!
yeahhhh~~

juan!

2005-10-10T23:48:00.000-07:00

=) everyone's sooo happie todae~ everyone ard me todae~ everyone~ including me myself!!! hehe.

din go to skool todae. =x woke up..feel like vomitting.. danny said i may be down with stomach flu!.. aww duno wad the hell is tt.. but nvm~ i will okie de! haha. so i went back to slp. abt 10am then wake up.. prepared den off to the library!

was alone at 1st.. then derrick and frenz came and sat at my table.. they did their own stuffs. i did my own.. awww.. was feeling so bored! so i asked juan to come join me after her lessons! so at abt 5..juan and gw came!! i was sooo happie! haha. finalli someone can pei me le! =) so long nv see this stupid ger le..=x haha. miss her soo much!!!!! muacks! haha.
we talked. we crapped. lalala~ so nice~ haha. and okie maybe i'm sua gu or wad.. but i was reli amazed by her motorola phone!! no buttons one leh! use fingers to press the screen de! wahhhh! *stunned* lol!! and we so long nv meet up so will talk alot one rite.. then kana "shhhhh" by other ppl! lol. wadever! screw tt guy! =x
left library at abt 7.. then gw and juan went to have their dinner while i make my way home~ bought CLEO! hmmm~~~ juz found tt it's been a long time since i bought my own magazine~ haha. i've learnt to dote myself more le huh! hehe. =)

yeah yeah.. todae's mummy's 48th bday! papa bought a cake for her~ haha so sweet of him rite! haha.

here's our lil celebration at home! =)
sis not back home yet. working ma.
these 2 lil kids my mummy babysit de.
happy birthday mummy!

hmm.. then i received a msg frm juan! so happie for her!! relli so happie!! =) she seems soo happie! hehehe. we 2 had always had the same fate.. in the same boat everytime.. haha! but now.. her saviour had come to save her frm this sinking boat le!
=) i'm still waiting for mine.. keke.
i wish for the day i can be as happie as she is now!
*i wish* :)
but nevertheless, our lil meet-up today brought good fortune to both of us!!! :) she's so happie, i am too!
*cheeeeeeeeeeers*

kk.. time to get some slp soon~ and wake up tml fresh and ready for skool!
yeahhhhhhhhh!!! *muacks*

at clem's hse.

2005-10-09T21:00:00.000-07:00

back home!
haha. this weekend oni did chem revision. =x not alot though.. juz wasnt feeling too well physically~ :) okie i slacked 2 days le.. not gonna slack any further! jiayou!

todae's my ah ma's 8th death anniversary.. aww how much i miss her.. she's the one who dote me most de.. always buy me sweets when i'm young.. (and i get bigger hongbaos than the others) ..shhhhh.. haha.
headed down to my uncle's place to pray. then i dun wanna stay too long.. so i came out but was totalli lost.. duno where to go.. nobodi to pei me todae.. so i approached clement. and yeahh!! he let me go his house~ =) was sooo happie~ keke. finalli got someone to pei me le..
thanks clement. =)

did abit of physical chem nia.. his room is juz so cosy tt makes me want to fall asleep. haha. but i din~ lol. went home at abt 7.. the parting feeling wasnt very good though. haha. but nvm~ we can still meet up some time later! :)

okie.. dunoe if i'll be going to skool tml.. haha. so sian. =x see mood la! haha.

oh yeah! tml's mummy birthday! wanted to go crystal jade tonite de. but papa was out at genting!!.. *biSh* haha. but he's coming home later le! haha. cant wait to see wad goodies he bought! *grins*

mummy! happie birthday! :)

stomach.

2005-10-08T21:26:00.000-07:00

aww.. i duno wad's wrong with my stomach..
i dun feel like having my meals.. and i eat a lil bit then full le..
finish eating.. will feel like vomitting..
so i've been hogging on to sour plums nowadaes..
just wad's wrong with me? -.-

yawns.
life's been a bore..
but still, i'll live happily and focussed! hell yeah~

miss u.

2005-10-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

when the night becomes so lonely and quiet....
i juz can't control my heart.. *missing yew*

lil lil things..

2005-10-06T23:59:00.000-07:00

a long day in skool todae.. *so tired*
but yet.. *so happie*
haha. relli was smiling and luffing and crazy-ing my whole day since 10am in the morning! hee.

* lil lil things can now make me soo soo happie! =) *

tc dear.. duno when i'll be calling u tt again.. dear i relli miss u. come back to me anytime u wish.. i'll be here for u always. ur dear always.

2005-10-04T02:34:00.000-07:00

" Be strong. Do well in everything u do. "

this i promise u.

take good care.

never be replaced

2005-10-02T20:53:00.000-07:00

Never Be Replaced

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we made
Can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

From the day I met you
I know we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses

I can say i'm truly happy to this day
You've made me think i gotta live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probably let you know
I enjoy everyday that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i had you at all

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

results :(

2005-09-30T14:17:00.000-07:00

okie.
i got back my results.
guessed wad.
all my efforts gone down the drain.
ALL.
for EVERY subject.
i din do well.
not at all.
where did my hard work lead me to?
nowhere.
i noe i've tried very hard.
my best probabli?
but results still din show anything.
disappointed, yes i am.
wad else can i do?
study harder, perhaps?
let me handle my emotions well 1st.
i've been crying every nite in bed.
i guess nobody understands.
my pain.
my disappointment.
my heartbreak.
let me overcome this hurdle in MYSELF 1st.
then i'll go full steam for A's le.
i wont disappoint anyone.
not my mum, my dad, my sis, my dear.
and of cox, myself.
i spent so much effort studying.
i noe i'll get smth in return.
smth good?
hope so.

ClemenT Blog!

2005-09-25T22:35:00.000-07:00

yo..clemenT blog neh, hard to find one.caz i so lazi too blog at times.. hmmm. Todae whole day so like so gd.spent my whole day with dearie... She came my house at nooon, and guesss wat we did?LOL. we slept.haha..till at 4pm then wake up sia...

The programme then start to come. baoyue went with me to eat some hakkaa food.Hmmm, my parents alll say nice lei, but me n baoyue tinks so~so oni lei...(same taste, thts y together ma) haha.. Maybe we still young la, dunnoe how to appricieate these foood.hehs

The BEST part of the day! me n dear went par tor at plaza singapura~.haha. Dear bought my first flash n splash clothes lei! a JACKET! woooHooo ~so nice.i likee.she said i lk gd in white color!haha...hmmmm..Alright thts abt it la... Enjoy ur night everyone!haha

now is baoyue blogging! wahhaha! as u can see frm above~ i had a fruitful dae with dear todae! glad that he likes the quiksilver jacket~ =) and he sure looks great in white! hee.

noe wad. ytd was a memorable day too. wahahaa. for the very 1st time.. my mummy and dear saw each other. hahaha. i was out shopping at marina square with mummy ma. then suddenli sis called to ask whether we wanna watch midnite show. of cox i on la!! she pay ma~ hehehe. then have to go gv check out time. so.... tada! i show to mummy who's my bf la.. haha. she seems okie with it leh~.. had a few glances then turn to me and said "u better conc on studies 1st hor". lolx. then i went to find dear talk~ and found tt he's quite nervous. =x haha. dear.. dunid to scared of mummy la okie?
then papa and sis came to find us.. and they decided not to watch at marina.. so we went jp and caught the 12.30am -the myth-! haha ok ok ok.. i noe.. this is my 2nd time watching it! haha. it's nice!! :)
ytd was indeed memorable rite.. it's also the 1st time i tink.. we whole family watch movie together~ hee. =)

see! ain't -post-exam-days- nice!?!?!? i love it! ahaha. but too bad. tml skool starting again. siannnn...=x but nvm.. i'll still be looking forward to wednesday!! -winks- (*_@)

yea.

2005-09-23T23:59:00.000-07:00

i'm definitely enjoying my -post-exam-days- !!!!!
woke up oni at 2pm todae and went back to slp at 5pm!... wahhh!! so shiok la!!! hahahha so long nv sleep so long le!! i love this feeling! haha but this is not going to last long i noe.. but nvm enjoy first! lolx.

awww.. stupid dear promised to blog. but seeee!!! where got!?!?
.humph.
he sae todae will blog.. but he's out with his frenz celebrating yf's bday.. and of cox wont be home earli la.. reach home so late where will have energy to blog.. haix... gonna punish him! hiak hiak hiak hiak~~~ =x

haha. duno wad's my plan tml.. shall see wad time i wake up! haha. okie bye!

back!

2005-09-22T23:59:00.000-07:00

i'm back! hee. definitely enjoyed my nite out with dear! :)

we caught -the myth- juz now. i find it very nice~ jackie chan show. fighting, stunts,... all beri nice~ go catch it ya? but if u're going to GV Marina, u better wear more to keep urself warm! i'm shivering in the cinema la~ so super cold though i had my jacket on and dear's jacket covering my legs. but i'm still cold!.. poor dear was shivering aso~.. but he juz refused to take his jacket back! thanks dear. hee. :)

after tt, actualli intended to go walk walk de.. but find tt most of the shops close le.. din manage to get dear to choose his pressie for our -1yr-. :( i'm reli at a loss wad to give! haha.
hmm..so we headed home le lo. on the bus.. dear's so sweet la.. he sang to me! sang alot of songs~ and the one i like most was *yue liang dai biao wo de xin* hee. okie though this is not the 1st time, but still.. *sweet*. =)
i simply love every bus ride home! *muck*

a simple date. but i love it. :)

shall upload some photos to share. took them on -the day after mooncake festival-. we went to the nearby park to play with sparklers and candles! and i definitely hope to be able to play with dear every year!

*sweet*

you light up my life! :)

PRELIMS OVER!

2005-09-22T15:05:00.000-07:00

MY PRELIMS ARE OVER!!!!
YEAH!!!!!!!!
okie.. one last hurdle in 46days' time! *tireed*

okie my prelims are over over over over over! and u can't expect me to stay home tonite! so.. yesh! i'm meeting dear for a movie soon!! been a long time since i caught one! -excited xcited- hahha. but the weather isn't on my side la.. rain...... but still! we're going out! yeah!
haha crazy. okie go prepare le! bye!~

mooncake fest.

2005-09-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

happie mooncake festival!
happie one year dear~

wooo! the beautiful moon~ wonder how's chang er and hou yi on the moon now~ haha.

the scenery near my hse~

so many children playing with candles, lanterns, sparklers! i aso wan play..

supposed to be playing with dear now de.. tonite de.. but my mum suddenli call me go out for dinner. sian......... spoilt my nite la.... haix.. i was so looking forward to tonite de.. a special nite noe. haiyo.

and.. since it's our ONE YEAR, dear bought us couple rings!.. so nice so nice. was touched indeed. =) but the size wasnt very right la.. haha but nvm tml go change and engrave!!..
*muacks*
cham liao. still wondering wad to get for dear! :

sorry dear.

2005-09-16T21:04:00.000-07:00

it's been almost a week since i last blogged.
been relli tied down by prelims.. my sept "holidae" was spent everyday in JE lib!..mugging frm 10am to 7pm~
din noe if tt relli helps.. cox up till now.. after 6 papers.. i tink i screwed up my prelims?..
so wad's the point of studying so much.. siannn.. =(

this 'last two months', i suppose is a very impt period for all A'level students.. last lap le.. it's getting tougher.. no choice. we have to brace thru this..

i may have at the same time, neglected someone who means a lot to me.. sorry.

just 2 more days to mooncake festival~
just 2 more days to our 1yr chinese anniversary~
i could still rmb clearly, a year ago, the nite we met, the beautiful full moon, our first face-to-face conversation, my nervousness, your sweetness, and of cox, the first time u held my hand.
these memories i hold close to my heart. :)

pardon me for my sickening attitude at times.
pardon me for being emotional at times.
pardon me for losing my patience at times.

up to now, i still believe that our love is strong.
strong enough to overcome obstacles in life.

will u continue to take me by the hand, and walk this journey of love with me?

i'll be with u.

as long as u wan me to.

`yue*

coffeeshop!

2005-09-07T23:59:00.000-07:00

dear promised to blog. but he's in bed now! aww.

but i'm sure gonna sae this..
todae is our 1st time going to a coffeeshop to eat!!
after we left the library, we went to the nearby coffeeshop to have dinner.. 1st time! haha~ we're together for almost a yr (21 more days to 1 yr! yeah!).. but oni until todae then we ate at a coffeeshop!.. amazing eh~ haha!

hee. :)

`yue28*

toa payoh studee~

2005-09-06T19:45:00.000-07:00

*applause* dear finalli blogged! haha. =)

hmmm.. went mugging todae again ( as usual ).. but todae is with dear and his frenz.. at... TOA PAYOH!! awwww.. so far away! took an almost-1-hr bus ride frm jurong~ studied abit of GP on the bus.. then lame and luff and play~ hahaha!
settled in a Mac oni at abt 2+.. (though we met at abt 1230! cox we went to have lunch then search for place to studee.. blah blah..haha.) was kinda distracted here and there.. started to slack abit.. go buy sweets buy this buy tt.. haha! then at abt 5.. dear wanted to go off le.. cox he's meeting his sec skool frenz for movie.. awwwww.. i oni studied oni like 2hrs! but managed to complete 4 chaps of physics!! not too bad ah.. haha! then took the same bus back to jurong again!.. then off he go for movie.. and i came home! awww.. going too far away to studee might not be a very good idea for me.. so tml dear gonna pei me go JE library! yeah!! a familiar, convenient and conducive place for me!

alrite.. shall go take a break then start studying again le.. time's running out! juz 6 more days left!

`yue28*

yo heya!

2005-09-03T11:38:00.000-07:00

Heya! check this out. its me, first time blogging on this new blog of me n baoyuee.hehs...not bad ah..everyone pls clap, a computer idiot(by) can still make out such as nice blog.hahas.

Alright then, todae was a simple day la....rottin at home then finally during the evening time, went to library to find my dear.hehs, got a new friend called paTsy...nice name?lols..pepsi rite?thts wat i tink during the first impression.hahas.nice girl too...

Then the dinner part!woohooo .we went to pizzza hut.hahas...had a relli rellli fulll dinner.But was worth it la, i mean the time spent =)

Welll, i shalll blog more often, cya guys out there! cheer it up..HEHs